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    Moving forward and doing good

    Something happened. A month or more so ago. Between the husband fighting and stress, I finally decided to just STOP/LET GO. To LOVE my husband in the now for his strengths and let him be here for me now like he says he will, while looking beyond the past history, AND, THEN\ ALSO..... with...
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    Childhood A Very Very Young Memory. Have you head of this?

    I was at a gaming site the other day an a person entered with the name "zipperfish". It hit me immediately. I remembered being a baby and the zipper fish. For those of you who do not know, it is one way a pedophile begins grooming VERY young children. When they are little they know a...
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    My world is Crashing in on me; Husband, Health, Happiness. Can I survive?

    Thank you for your reply WonderWriter, you understood. You understand. It is like you are going through gaslighting, you do not know what to believe. It can't be real. The distress is so very bad. It is wrenching beyond belief.
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    My world is Crashing in on me; Husband, Health, Happiness. Can I survive?

    Mumstheword, I ran out of time, but wanted to say a special thank you to you. You really seemed to understand the pain that I am feeling. Your words made me feel like I was heard and not judged. I cannot express my gratitude. Thank you.
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    My world is Crashing in on me; Husband, Health, Happiness. Can I survive?

    Thank you Rosebud. I am learning the ropes still and will also try to be more specific about what I am looking for in a type of response I would like returned after I post. I am 58 and a well educated woman. I am quite articulate and have kept nothing from him, in fact, I have spelled...
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    My world is Crashing in on me; Husband, Health, Happiness. Can I survive?

    And OMG what makes people think I am stupid and do not talk to him sensibly and openly and tell him what i want and need. I do that. Everyday. HE us the insensitive person. It is NOT me. And as far as his fingers go, that was years ago, I took care of him years ago, He is not in pain! And he...
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    My world is Crashing in on me; Husband, Health, Happiness. Can I survive?

    I've been thinking enough...and although I say that hits home, your .02 is just ... sucky. You think that I have a gift horse I look in the mouth? That maybe just caring more about and loving myself will be all it takes? And telling me to STOP telling everyone on the internet how justified my...
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    My world is Crashing in on me; Husband, Health, Happiness. Can I survive?

    yeah that is hitting home. Thank you for saying that Enough
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    What Song Are You Listening To Right Now?

    https://www.bing.com/videos/search?q=tainred+love&view=detail&mid=62EC54009CA5C876445262EC54009CA5C8764452&FORM=VIRE0&ru=%2fsearch%3fq%3dtainred%2blove%26cvid%3dcf5de627a5ee45a9acbc6387f71a0fb1%26pglt%3d171%26FORM%3dANNTA1%26PC%3dDCTS
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    My world is Crashing in on me; Husband, Health, Happiness. Can I survive?

    Morning now. My senses tingle, I am all nerves. So much more. He has stopped touching and kissing me. i ask but nothing. He says he loves me more than anything, but I feel so undesired. And when I ask him he gets mad and does this thing like...Now that you have asked me you are going to have...
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    My world is Crashing in on me; Husband, Health, Happiness. Can I survive?

    I feel crazy. I know my health is bad. Yes, I am not completely right in the head. I even fell (again) out of bed at 2am last night running away...nuff said. Fell on my knee replacement and other bad knee. Been nearly 5 months after knee replacement and still have PT twice a week. I have...
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    Sufferer Feedback wanted - diagnosed 8 years ago PTSD and bipolar

    Update on meds and clinic Med Dr. , as well as a different clinic Counselor that I FINALLY got to see and get straightened out. > I am seeing the Med Dr.- once a month so she can monitor how I am doing on the meds originally prescribed (not by her) as I has been low dosing to stretch for 4...
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    What kind of life is this...

    Thank you for your response joeylittle. I was talking about the Physical therapy I missed attending that day for my knee replacement exercises Since that then I have been looking into the knot pain I have in my legs, which I think are due to tensing up. I have been tensing up my legs a long...
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    How Did You Sleep Last Night?

    Just reallllllly terrible.
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    What kind of life is this...

    I said those words to my husband this morning after I told him about my nightmare. What kind of life is this... I mean the dreams..so real, make me so sick , I tense up at night...stiff like a board and the pain it makes in my legs is unbearable. The Knots I have in them My left leg start...
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    Sufferer Feedback wanted - diagnosed 8 years ago PTSD and bipolar

    Thank you for the words of wisdom Justmehere. Yes I will need to change my actions when things start to go south. Turn off tv and play with the dog instead or take a walk outside. I know that will help. I have to help myself. On the bright side. I got calls back!! The Ethics Commission...
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    Sufferer Feedback wanted - diagnosed 8 years ago PTSD and bipolar

    I have been crying all morning,. So emotional. I texted my grandbabies, 12, 10, 8 and 6 that I miss them. They are only 25 miles away but because of covid and lots of others things, I just don't get to see them hardly at all. I seen them on Christmas Eve. But this morning I have been a...
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    Sufferer Feedback wanted - diagnosed 8 years ago PTSD and bipolar

    I am STILL waiting to the medicine Dr., and have even called the SUPERVISOR of the supervisor that I had reported with my therapist BUT have not got a call back. from that big wig yet. That was last week. So frustrated! I had an appointment with the therapist last Fri but cancelled it and...
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    Sufferer Feedback wanted - diagnosed 8 years ago PTSD and bipolar

    Hooray for me! I report both the therapist AND her supervisor. It went to an independent reporting agency. I also canceled my phone appointment with the therapist this morning. Rescheduled it for next week. I found the supervisor's, SUPERVISOR and called and left a message for a call...
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    Sufferer Feedback wanted - diagnosed 8 years ago PTSD and bipolar

    That's okay, Deanna, Thank you for your thoughts. I think something happened to healthcare and all of a sudden the counselors had to intake more people and I think the counselors just quit caring!! I once DID have a very caring therapist several years ago, but she left the field BECAUSE all...
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    Sufferer Feedback wanted - diagnosed 8 years ago PTSD and bipolar

    You must have missed that part. She has the capability to set up video calls but doesn't bother. I can do it on my phone or on my computer. She would have to text or email and give me a password or something, and send me the link, The secretaries are just baffled why she doesn't bother to...
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    Sufferer Feedback wanted - diagnosed 8 years ago PTSD and bipolar

    I have only spoken to her 3 times! She is supposed to be the new and better one than I had before..... The matter of it all is that 2 and 1/2 months ago I switched from one that I had been going to, which was more of a clinic based kind facility They work well with Medicare patients like...
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    Sufferer Feedback wanted - diagnosed 8 years ago PTSD and bipolar

    You know what, I did tell her how I felt about her. I told her that I really liked the therapist I had previous to her * she had left to take a new position). Then she asked what did I think of her and I told her I wasn't really liking her, that the jury was still out. But I didn't tell her...
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    Sufferer Feedback wanted - diagnosed 8 years ago PTSD and bipolar

    Good morning Justmehere. First off, I haven't even seen this Dr. We have only had four phone sessions. They are supposed to be video but she doesn't go the extras mile to set that up. I am all geared up here to go that route. She is really the worse therapist I have ever had. When we...
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