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    Tolerance for desire

    I have chronic PTSD :-(
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    Tolerance for desire

    Sometimes I have desire and other times I’m just sad and want a climax to make myself temporarily feel better, I hope that doesn’t make me sound like a bad or weird person.
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    I don't like what my body looks like

    Looking for empathy/sympathy, really wanting someone to be kind.
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    Sexual Assault forced to penetrate case, confused and overwhelmed

    It's one of my biggest fears is someone forcing me to orgasm so that I get them pregnant or they can say I hurt them instead of the other way around.
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    What's a weird symptom you get with anxiety and depression

    I often try to wait until I get home to use the bathroom even though I'm desperate and that sometimes makes me have accidents :-(
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    Peeing my pants everyday sucks

    Don't feel bad I've had accidents before (both types) because I was trying to wait until I got home to go because I wanted to be able to go in peace and not have anyone bother like waiting for the restroom at a gas station, also not wanting anyone to peek.
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    I don't like what my body looks like

    The parts of my body I can't change that I a most ashamed/extremely embarrassed about I can't change or can't change short of surgery, people have been mean about it even doctors :-(
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    Avoiding going to work

    Does anyone avoid going to work sometimes because they didn't sleep for whatever reason and part of that reason is their high anxiety about driving to and from work and doing the job in general?
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    Sufferer Introduction from IT guy

    Hi Arfie you must be my parents generation Based on working on computers in the 70’s. I have ADD, autism, OCD, PTSD, etc. what was the first computer that you used?
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    Sufferer Introduction from IT guy

    Hi I’ve suffered from sexual, physical and emotional abuse, amongst others. I work in IT, I am neurodivergent and don’t have many friends and I’m ashamed of my body. I really would like to make some friends even if they are only on this forum. Please change my status to where it no longer says...
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    Sexual Assault Audible Orgasm During Rape

    Embarrassing that I can be very loud :-(
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    Sexual Assault Embarrassed with being aroused when thinking of the assault

    Nada 🫂 I'm happy to talk to you if you want to talk about anything, I'm so sorry you dealt with that.
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    Sexual Assault Embarrassment during orgasm.

    What issues are you having? Maybe hearing what you are going through will help me to feel better since it will make me feel like I’m not the only one.
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    Sexual Assault Embarrassment during orgasm.

    Sometimes I fart, I butterfly my legs open and then straighten them over and over, my legs shake, my facial expressions such as scrunching up and sticking my tongue out, I’ve also been told by people I’m loud and a lot comes out.
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    Sexual Assault Embarrassed with being aroused when thinking of the assault

    Don't feel bad as embarrassed as I am to say this I have gotten turned on thinking about my abuse, I hope that doesn't make me messed up.
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    Sexual Assault Embarrassment during orgasm.

    I wouldn't mind talking about it in more detail. I'm sorry you cry after orgasms does it (orgasming) bring you back to your abuse/trigger/PTSD or whatever you call it?
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    Sexual Assault Embarrassment during orgasm.

    Oh feelings of embarrassment and awkwardness, feeling shameful.
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    Sexual Assault Embarrassment during orgasm.

    Only so much I can do about what my body does :-(
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    Sexual Assault Embarrassment during orgasm.

    Anyone else embarrassed for how your body reacts even during consensual activity? I've had some embarrassing things happen.
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    Sexual Assault Audible Orgasm During Rape

    Kinda hurt that no one has responded back about what I posted.
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    Sexual Assault Audible Orgasm During Rape

    Anyone else embarrassed for how your body reacts even during consensual activity? I've had some embarrassing things happen.
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    Success stories

    Thank you Dot how are things going on the Warner Movie lot?
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    Success stories

    Hi Dot I have a job in IT (Desktop Support), rent a one bed one bath apartment, as far as feel safe I’m not there yet and I might not ever get there.
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    Medical Cis-female CSA survivors, how do you cope with gyn exams?

    I heard this quite a while back I know it's resurfaced and/or stood out more in the news lately but what Jeannette McCurdy went through with not receiving all that money for doing that Nickelodeon show plus her mom giving her gynecological exams is awful, I know I received a orchimetry exam by a...
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    Sexual Assault Audible Orgasm During Rape

    It's normal to orgasm when raped or sexually abused, it's also normal to not orgasm, I understand you being embarrassed but no need to be ashamed because bodies don't distinguish between rape and consensual sexual activity. Making noise anytime the genitals are stimulated in anyway is normal...
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