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At the end of my old relationship my ex almost killed me at least 2 times. I remember looking into his eyes with such sadness and betrayal, he just had a blank look, then I looked up to the ceiling thinking this was it. But he never took it that far. I look back now and it makes no sense that I...

I do believe this is common problem from people who suffer from ptsd. It is one of the battles that is common to face. You have conquered before. I know I have because you are here. Maybe one day the majority will be educated that the effects of mental, emotional, and physical pains are the same...

This month I had a huge trigger load. I had an abuser show up at my old job which caused me to relive the fear of the threats and abuse. I was scared that this was his way of reminding he is still out there. Or maybe he was worried I said something and was scoping the place out. It was a...

I don't understand why you are still going after me when I explained I knew I was wrong, and just wanted to be understood for being angry at the moment. I feel there is a difference between a excuse and explanation. I meant to explain myself to be understood not excused. Is there a reason you...

Yes, I explained that I understood the rules, and my temper, and meant to apologize and explain were my frustration was. I did not mean to imply that I expect everyone to read all my post, I suggested digger read them to find more information. I do not understand why you still going at me. When...

Aw that made me cry happy tears. I love Maya Angelou poems!!!! Thank you so much I needed that

I can't sleep, I have been getting by on 3 to 5 hours a night if I am lucky. And sleeping meds don't work. I just continue not to sleep and end tripping a bit. Maybe when I get my sleep back to normal I will feel better. Thanks for the tip :)

My mind has been racing a million miles per minute. I had finals and can't really study. I past two finals so far but not with the grades I would have like to have. I have one more final soon and I cannot focus on studying. Its to much, my mind is too much. I can't focus at all. Not even to read...

I have only talked to them once before, when I was fostering a dog and want to give my number in case the noise got loud. I haven't had enough contact to know if they are different from before. I am horrible at networking to be honest.

My bf put up security cameras all around our home. I want to inform all our neighbors that may be in view of the cameras out of courtesy. When going to my neighbors house they asked why I put the cameras up. I can't exactly say, because I am scared that past attackers may come back. So I say...

I guess I can understand the rules, but it just so disappointing to ask for help and, react angrily when you can't be helped and then be treated like you are the bad one (which I was by saying a curse word). It just such a familiar feeling. And at the moment I am overly sensitive to memories. I...

I read an article on how flashbacks are part of the healing process. I have been flooded with them lately and it has been so hard. But reading that article gave me hope. Maybe after I deal with these floods of emotion and memories I will see a light. Maybe I will be free one day. Maybe we will...

It seems very mature that person receive an objection towards their actions, and still go for it, and then when they can't handle it they report you, after I had already complained about their behavior. Why did it take so long to report my curse word. Was it really a concern or retaliation.

I understand if you are trying to help but I would appreciate you would respect my space and boundaries. When I encounter people with PTSD I make a note not to pry and only except info they are willing to give because I know asking certain questions can bring back the moments. If you are so...

I did ignore it and there were still messages coming, it took like a half a day I made a report because I thought that was the right thing to do before I wrote back, and it was ignored. I know I am new here, but I have seen others react in a upset matter on this page and not receive a block...

You're still not respecting my boundaries. I am sure if you had PTSD you understand the frustration and irritation that comes with it. When you are dealing with so many triggers are you the most friendly person, I don't think so. Stop drifting to the point of harassment. and leave me...

I always thought Godzilla was a big jerk, think about it, animals only kill for a purpose yet Godzilla runs through downs smashing and destroying things for no clear reason. Whenever I am in physical pain I like to pretend I am Godzilla smashing people and cities. I know its weird, but its...

This is bit hard for me to bring up all over again, I have posted other threads that explain things more clearly, I just have been interrogated enough by police and family I just don't want constantly re-explain and relive, I am tired of being interrogated.I understand if you are trying to help...

I made a police report about my father showing up at my past jobs and my concerns that he may be stalking me, or trying to remind me of the danger I am in if I say anything. He was going to my old job making friends with everyone and it just made me panic. I called the police and it did not do...

I already wrote a post today, but I need to get some things off my chest. I am so confused about things. I have avoided so many situations and places and people. I think its gotten to the point that people have given up on me. You see ever since I made the police complaint I notice a change in...

Even though I have come to terms with the fact that things are the way they are, I still struggle. I am afraid. Like really scared. The predator is still out there somewhere. And now that the info is out there I am terrified that he might want to retaliate. Slowly I have been feeling more safe...

I had a major downfall this month, and although I know there is always danger and I kinda have to go into denial just to get through with my day, I still manage to get through with my day. I have been hiding and medicating for weeks and even though I still have to face the judgement from people...

Too cute, may you all have many adventures together!!!!!

A couple of weeks ago I hit a giant mess of triggers. Since then I feel more hostile then usual so I been staying home more. I make sure to plan some events to keep me busy and to get out so I do not fully isolate myself. But it is so hard, especially because I feel fear and shame, and I worry...

It is so simple of a game. A deck of cards offers endless games. I always enjoyed playing cards. Idk, I guess I am just having trouble right now, I have been dealing with so many triggers and flash backs. I have been hiding from the world for the past weeks and am just barely getting back out...