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for me the most annoying are standing or lying still, white walls, magazines, just being in a bed, having anything rub touch or rub again certain parts of me (often the case with like pyjama shorts and covers...yea fml), being cold & if i kinda shift on my feet in a certain way...

but whatever

for pizza

litterally everyone has that it seems and i never have, like litterally never. I only get the mind thing, where you're back there re-experiencing part of it locked in your mind, with the emotions, 100% back there. or just like body memories coupled with the emotions & the physiological...

probs dissociation or panic. when i'm dissociated i don't have balance, can't see right, have weird uncomfortable sensations i can't describe and just feel off, it's not bad but it's still shit. for panic i mean that's self explanatory lol

hydrochloride - ghostmane 💗

not really no, and idk if that's something i could really do soon anyways bc of a few stuff anyways like ik meds are an obvious solution but what i'm asking is more like what can i do rn like today to be able to deal with it better. like little hacks you use maybe, like to calm yourself down...

i usually just have mild symptoms but for a little over week been getting extreme shit every day and idk how to f*cking deal with it.. like i've been extremely anxious for the last 3 days straight, like really anxious and it litterally never stops. i've tried everything to stop it, from...

psa screaming :)

anxious or numb

♥ faith in the knife - scary kids scaring kids ♥ if you feel like listening to it, just putting a little tw for suicide

♡ apology - alesana ♡ if you like gay sounding metalcore, might be gold for you ^

blood clots and black holes - thrice

Smashed to Pieces - Silverstein

i never really get anything trauma wise like almost never (i don't think i even have ptsd) but last night i had some pretty shitty episode, i thought in the moment it was def multiple flashbacks and just intense trauma stuff, i thought there it had to be that, but after the fact im not actually...

actually just got something terrifying 2 min ago, no joke. I saw something and I felt really scared & panicky & had a physical memory. still feeling that emotion. got worse as I'm typing. I'm scared to leave my room if I get something bad & my family are having a gest in like 1h..

I don't think I really suffer from ptsd (even though I was diagnosed with it a while back) since I usually don't get anything or don't notice it anyway. the worst I'd get on a daily basis isn't bad at all like just a little sad bc I saw something related, but for what like 10 scs, and sometimes...

making myself dinner ^

not really no maybe idk. I was just on my own, wasn't trafficked by a pimp or something, so I'm not sure about that plus it wasn't for that long either. only did it very frequently for like 3 months

we have more of a cheap health care thing than a free one, but a lot of stuff is free. i know you can get free therapy under certain conditions or circumstances (like under 18, poor, exc..) but I don't think it applies to me anyways

I live in france. don't really want get a job for the moment since I need to study for my "SAT" and all that fun stuff & enjoy my vk. sliding scale?

oh no lmaoo, they're not thaat controlling or extreme about it. not to the point of me "reporting" them anyways

I have no money at all, except if I do chores for my parents and that's like nothing (i sound like such a loser lmao) and I won't be able to get a job or anything for a little while anyways. so even if I wanted to see one, wouldn't be able to get it privately

@Ronin when i mean loss of freedom I mean from my parents. I'm 19 but because of the shit I've done I'm not treated like one and if they think I'm not doing well, I'll basically be "caged" way more