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How do you change it? I don't know how to just decide I'm going to think a different way and just do it.

Get another opinion. If you had that many saying you have it and one saying you don't...what makes the one right?

You're welcome. I have anxiety for other things so I understand your anxiety. I also work for the zoo and climate change and conservation is a huge deal there. We do everything we can to do our part if that makes you feel better :)

Me? It's not doing that to me. I think there are enough people that are worried about it and are jumping into action, particularly young people, that there's plenty of hope.

Oh I don't just mean you. Everybody. I also understand how scary all of this is. I'm sorry I'm not writing better but that's where my head it right now.

Plant trees. From my understanding trees clean the air an astounding amount. More trees equals less carbon monoxide.

That's a great question! I should really think on that!

My brother is very ADHD and married with three kids. It can work you but have to find what works for you to help you with your symptoms. He has to deal with his and then you meet somewhere in the middle. It's not easy but not impossible.

I have found all kinds of articles like that. It's no wonder so many people are claiming PTSD that have no real crit A trauma.

Awwww I'm sorry that sucks :( but your name is still awesome!

I hear you. I see you. And I understand. We must be from different parts of the country, "honey" isn't offensive here. I never said it was the same. I said I understand what someone with unregulated adhd is like. But hey, it's your diary. Take care.

Honey it's not that nobody cares and it's not that nobody understands that what you are dealing with is so hard. I grew up with a brother with severe adhd that refused to take medication so I get it.

I need to back out too. Sometimes it's hard to remember this is a diary and it's a place to vent and just let out the way we feel about things. I hope things get better for all involved @HealingMama . I am going to show myself out.

I guess that depends on where you live. There are plenty of bugs (including lightening bugs) where I live. Sometimes TOO many lol

It sounds to me like you need to keep working on your PTSD.

Then you need to make a decision regarding you and him instead of continuing to drag him through the mud for having a disorder, same as you. I understand you are frustrated. I understand it makes things hard but you chose to be with him and the fact that you are a therapist and should understand...

My therapist knows there is a difference in ideation and being suicidal. She won't call for ideation but if I'm going to actually do anything.... she'll call on me.

I hope one day you go back and read through this diary and see how you treat him. I don't know if you realize how bad it is.

Sounds like a flashback to me.

She is an adult but she was taken to the hospital that night and released the next day. Thank you all.

I thought we were talking about all kinds of relationships. My mistake.

Agreed. Nothing makes me madder than the people that show up for a funeral crying about somebody that they haven't talked to in forever. You weren't in there lives when they were there...don't pretend you love them now.

I'm not afraid of leaving. I'm afraid of not being able to escape. I'm the opposite. So I have to go somewhere and teach myself that nothing is going to happen if I don't leave.

Again you need to be in therapy. Look for a therapist that specializes in trauma.

Was this while you were with him or when you all were broke up?