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Oooh yes, writing lyrics or just even ramblings are SO healthy for you. Are you into art? I've even drawn the lyrics and give them colors I feel are fitting that's like a double therapy bonus if you ever wanna try! I always feel tons better after.

Beautiful, seedling. While I've been sensitive to things my whole life, I totally agree that when I started going through therapy and started digging up my grave of issues, my senses and intuition just sky rocketed. The tiny little gift we get from something very dark and awful. It's trying...

Totally understood and respected, Nighthawk--thank you for sharing what you felt you could or were willing to do. This thread really helped me not feel so lost and alone and start to search more, gain education, talk to people from all walks of life, shamans, intuitives, friends, etc. Thanks to...

Yeah hope you find a good outlet soon and your pain issues become more tolerable. Hey if nothing else- since you are great at martial arts- you can always sit or squat to protect your leg and you can set up a 3x4 board between two objects to go "Kill Bill" on and get the anger out while you...

Oh my gosh- 23 surgeries??!! Dude-you're such a rock star. I love that you are open minded and test yourself on if pain meds are becoming any sort of need or withdrawal situation-good for you. I agree you should ask to go back on. Okay how about this- I also found the new "adult coloring...

Well first off ShodokanJenn, I want to first tell you my heart absolutely BREAKS for you. Being someone who has experienced childhood molestation, I feel your story is absolutely tragic and you are SO STRONG for getting through this, getting through the surgery, getting out of the cult...

hahah @ Cashew - and I agree, I am very thankful for the recent conversations here- Saelben, Socha, Cashew and especially last night Simply Simon and Ed, thanks. I went from a day of mourning and crying all day to cracking up laughing. Thanks again. I'm also thankful for a new day. Every day...

Haha, cashew- thanks to you too guys! The last few conversations, Cashew, Socha and especially last night when I was mourning a pet death talking to Ed and Simply Simon ended up being hilarious. I went from crying all day to cracking up laughing. Thanks. I am also thankful for a new day...

Bahahaa- @ just me here/ I do that all the time. I am so broken thought all day my dogs follow me around the house and even get confused.

I knew you and I had a connection Saelben!! Hehe. I am extremely emotional as a being. When you are super sensitive to the world, I think if you don't have outlets you will be in a dark, dark place if not go to the extent of suicidal --- I was a singer since 8, mom raised me religious but...

And thx as well lion heart- for the "not so nice ones that pop up- if it becomes a real problem I will definately seek help and intend on seeking wisdom from a good source in the near future on general terms of getting my sensitivity under control. In the meantime thankfully the "mom" spirit is...

@ simply Simon- thank you for the thread suggestion! I will definately read. An update of sorts- My husband and I went to our next door neighbors house today who's moms death kind of was the spark that started this recent activity- ( it was an in home situation where unfortunately she just got...

Okay well here's my take on this. I'm 100% or more sure that I am just as much of a dudes girl as you are. I despise most women and always draw to males- even male therapists when I was in high school. But as much as I know you don't wanna hear this. There is just an innate connection...

Thanks Saelben, I definitely am close to mostly scientific people so I appreciate you responding.

Thanks for your candid replies everyone! I will try to do more research today and work on strengthening myself to be more prepared for those contacting me. Maybe they just want something simple and I have to get over the fear(while staying protective) that everyone wants to hurt me.

Best of luck to you- you got it!

NO no, see that's who I want to talk to, thanks Cashew, (and you make hungry for a snack every time I see your name thanks a lot) :) trying to answer each piece- what have I tried- talking, drawing, singing, avoiding, numbing, therapy, drinking, smoking drugging..... nothing makes it totally...

I am not putting this thread in "symptoms" because it's not a symptom. Its' not even a normal people symptom when I was acting or what I thought for years being normal. Does anyone have paranormal experiences, and I would love to especially hear from those who had paranormal experiences their...

Oh my gosh UB, I am SO glad this thread popped up as the headline thread in forums. I have quite a bit of advice on this subject--the tough part about this site (or computer world) is that I don't know you personally, so I can't analyze you along with the information you are giving...

Heather- okay, this is REALLY hard for me to answer, I am totally triggered by this thread and am literally trembling at this point reading through this- but that's why I'm on here, both for aid and support, but more to live out my belief that through pain you can heal some of it by passing it...

Oops shut off..... Writing on the phone is not always the best.....

Alright so could it possibly be you trying to bottle or essentially regulate yourself? Is you trying to live a normal, cordial and responsible life maybe conjuring more anxiety? I know I'm getting a little psychiatrist with that, but just chew on it for a little bit. I used to live the life of a...

Saelben- I SO know where you are at! Albatross, I know you are trying to help, but I think telling someone to "put their thinking cap on" is a little on the harsh side when talking about eating disorders.You are in a very vulnerable place, and yes Yay, you know it's not right. step #1 done. Step...

Hmmm. Well I'm taking both a shot in the dark mixed with my personal experiences, but here's some things to debate with yourself: -were you so into caffeine in the past that you could still be going through what they say "withdrawls"? Caffeine at one point in my life was a very social and...

"I was the one who tried to stop the fighting. Once my mother called to me because she said my dad was killing her. I couldn't have been more than 3 or 4 years old. When it was over, she asked me why I didn't come to help her. Needles to say, guilt, guilt, guilt. Just one of countless...