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    Who Would I Be If I Gave Up Lying?

    I agree and relate to so much of this. Lying has been a way of protection, safety. I too grew up in an environment where it was life or death depending on what my answers and what my truth would be. I carried that into my adult life into my relationships and I have messed up a lot because of it...
  2. M

    If You'd To Title Your Life? What Title Would You Choose?

    "Gently Enduring" "down in a hole"
  3. M

    Today is my birthday

    Haha aww it's okay. Thank you! It was I appreciate you. Haha
  4. M

    What Did You Do For You Today???

    I took a shower
  5. M

    What Are You Looking Forward To?

    My partner is coming to visit in August.
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    What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

    Stressed. Dissociative. Irritated. Too much conversation involving identity politics and labels..ENOUGH. someone help me detach or in the words of @Ronin hold the friggin spade for me
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    Sleep deprivation on purpose

    Hey man I hope you're doing okay. I can't really relate to this behavior pattern as my sleep is already messed up but I'm wondering, why are you punishing yourself? Do you have a therapist you can reach out too instead of your 'friends'? I know I don't know you but I am concerned about you not...
  8. M

    Much happier now

    Hey I'm really happy for you and wish you the best!
  9. M

    What Did You Eat And Drink Last?

    Lo mein, diet Pepsi, cashews and snicker doodles
  10. M

    What Are You Grateful For Today?

    A new romantic interest and best friend of 3 months now.
  11. M

    What Are You Grateful For Today?

    Grateful for threads like these that humanize you all and portrays an accurate picture of regular and real people going through real things. It reminds me we are not just our symptoms. Love you all.
  12. M

    What Are You Grateful For Today?

    Losing 5 pounds and plateaued. 8 more pounds to go(for now). Having desire/energy to work out. Sleeping in my own bed and not on someone's couch. Grateful for personal growth and strength.
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    Why do people lie?

    Different perspective. I grew up in a household where it was never okay to be yourself. Even now it is not okay to be yourself. I had to lie about my sexuality to avoid being beat. I had to lie about having friends to avoid being beat and to keep my friendships. I've had to lie about the core of...
  14. M

    What Made You Angry Today?

    Grandma being mistreated by my entire family. No dignity no respect no compassion. I HATE THIS!!!!
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    You Know You Have PTSD When...

    Right?? HUGE pet peeve. You know you have PTSD when you think your starting to see small positive results from new medication and fight to not get your hopes up but you really want to so your doctor's don't put you on ANOTHER medication.
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    Teetering

    You are loved, you are wanted, you are stronger than it may seem right now. No matter how bad it feels keep reaching out, to us, to those who are trying to support you and be there for you, to your psychiatrist if possible, to God if you pray. Please hang in there okay? Its okay not to know how...
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    What Did You Eat And Drink Last?

    Also loads of pizza, like @Ronin :)
  18. M

    What Did You Eat And Drink Last?

    Doing it right!
  19. M

    What Made You Angry Today?

    The inability to live life. The inability to become a product of decisions rather than circumstances. Feeling helpless and hopeless.
  20. M

    What Did You Eat And Drink Last?

    Amaretto sours, Guinness beers and shots between 12-2 am. Two tacos at 3 am. Asprin and tea for breakfast.
  21. M

    Make it stop

    Hang in there, you're stronger than you know :) @whiteraven
  22. M

    Make it stop

    I really appreciate you asking. Doing better today, coping better. Trying to keep still and avoid triggers when possible. This was really kind thank you I hope you are doing well also :)
  23. M

    What Did You Eat And Drink Last?

    Avocado soup + onion roll(a type of bagel) and a sandwich
  24. M

    Is it unusual? ptsd interaction with amount sleep needed and reliance

    Haha truer words have never been spoken.
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