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I actually have seen a general psychologist beforehand and she told me she is inexperienced to handle my case, so she recommended me to see this clinical psychologist that I have described to you. But with this clinical psychologist, she said my case is "complex" and that she needs a supervisor...
It is hard to speak about this, but....
I have seen many psychologists and psychiatrists in the past, there were some good and some bad--those that were bad have sexually abused me during therapy sessions. There were two psychologists and a psychiatrist who had molested me. Psychologist A was...
She just dropped down notes recording what I said and asked questions about my trauma history. I remember on the first session with her, she said that my case is "complex"? She said she needed to find a supervisor to guide her, although she is already a clinical psychologist, which is more...
I have been sexually abused from birth until age 18.
I was raped on a daily basis underground by multiple perpetrators. I have been splitting myself into fragments exponentially, because of the repetitive severe abuse. I had amnesia for 2 decades and then I started to know my DID alters...
I just brought a replacement blue goldstone online--it is in dark blue, with many tiny dots, similar to the original gift from my therapist. The dots represent the fragments that I have and holding it is like holding all of my parts together. I hope it does the job.
I have been professionally diagnosed with complex PTSD, I have what my psychiatrist called--pseudo hallucination, which is voluntary, a safe hiding place for me. I would hallucinate on a daily basis to my safe hiding place by merging the physical realm to my safe realm. I would find myself...
I have set my alarm to wake up at 1pm, but most times I couldn't wake up and often sleep until 3-4pm. I am wondering whether it's my depression that is causing myself to wake up so late. I want to wake up at 7am, but I couldn't most times. I am on medication escitalopram and olanzapine. Any help...
I went to therapy and had a warm psychologist. She would address me “sweetheart” all the time. She once gave me a gift, a small stone with fragmented pattern on it. It was put into a small bag. She told me to hold it when I feel bad, it is like holding all of my fragments into one. It is a...
I have DID. My systems were deliberately created by my abusers. They knew the working of DID. I was tormented in the underground for many years, being mind controlled and programmed. I had a lot of out of body experiences. I was splitting myself into polyfragments until I had no pain. I was...
I was adopted and have been raped daily for many years. I’m feeling depressed, so much that I couldn’t concentrate on complicated things. I’ve been sleeping like the whole day, waking up in the afternoon. I’m relying on 20mg Escitalopram antidepressant. I always self harmed but realised I have...
Hi I am new here.
To introduce myself, I have been sexually abused from age 1-18, had been bullied at school from primary, secondary to university every year and I also have been through extreme ritual abuse.
I had been hospitalised for 7 times, 3 times was ICU and had 4 suicide attempts...