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    Reflect With Sudoku

    Working the puzzle today at work, thinking empathically of a stressed out co worker. Noticing stressors of others is out strong suit The message today: Remember forgiving is a reflection of your life. The reward is this loving spirit... be thankful to God.
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    Struggling With A New Memory

    I read something here that reminded me how abusive my father was. I remember now why Mom couldn't take it anymore. It was a beating, because of PTSD caused memory block at 10 years of age. He thought I was lying. Your amazing that your tolerating drinking at all. Forgiving ways
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    Is It Possible To Heal (completely) From Ptsd??

    I figured that I was to young (3 yrs old) to fully understand what happened, so my PTSD was never addressed. I could see if thought out early, you could hurdle the memory problems/blocks I have. The what if I....? Wipes my out
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    What Is It About Us?

    @BlackbirdSinging "I don't think it has to do with letting go though." this is just like what they told me to do,"Forget about it." It's basic sign of my PTSD and it is hurtful to others I don't remember. I have this at three right, imagine my teachers on exams and tests.This is where...
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    What Is It About Us?

    You know for my trauma, was about being forgiven. In my mind know body could forgive me for what I'd done. It's a person with a conscience that has PTSD, so the 70% don't have one
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    General Strangers

    "He became distant and selfish." I read this and the first thing I thought of, he was tired of fighting or being told what to do. I am so sorry, but I can tell he's a good person just by these actions he's done. He doesn't want to hurt you or say anything he doesn't mean is why he'll stay away...
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    Is Anyone Out There An "empath"?

    I grew up without knowing I had PTSD and I can't remember how many times I was told," Your looking into this to deep.." I just shut down and let them have there space. They are smart enough to figure it out for themselves and I'm not into debating there issues. PS: My eyes welled up, we do...
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    Reflect With Sudoku

    Reflecting on being not so thankful these days. Minds to busy to be is my excuse while working on my puzzle. The message today "The spirit to remember God and be thankful for (his) forgiveness. This love, is a reflection of life's rewards." God Bless
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    You Know You Have PTSD When...

    When you are kissed by a girl and she looks into your eyes, then says,"You don't remember me do you?" and your your response slowly is "Noooo" because she's so beautiful. What's killer is she says," That's ok"
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    Well It Just Gets Better.

    You know, I've lived 40+ years not knowing I had PTSD and once I did I took it upon myself to recover. I us the puzzle of life (Soduko) to reflect upon my past outrages. Few words I follow God, Spirit, love, forgiveness, reward, life, thankful, remember and reflect as mentioned before. These are...
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    Relationship I Feel A Lifetime Of Emptiness Is Ahead

    Dude, sounds like your soul mate. Sounds like she said, she will always be with you... I am sorry for the pain your going through of working this out
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    How Do You Make Friends?

    You know what kills my friendships is "Don't get mad, get even" in kind if that is possible. A friend for example, I have forgiven several times before knowing I had PTSD (I understood why). Once I new what it was, I shared it with him and explained it to him with a story about a girl that...
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    Abuse From A Friend With Ptsd

    Passing of someone pushes me to my limits. Just found out yesterday my brother has cancer and our family has had a loosing streak of the disease. Our thing is stress disorder, you are amazing putting yourself out there for her in these circumstances.
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    Friend Constantly Has To Out-do Me

    I think it's in our nature to nurture the borderline's. Reading this forum I learn so much of my own behavior. I forgive the guy a lot he's the same way. He just needs someone to listen about is interest. I simply accept it's a one way street, but I made it clear I'm not going to be taking any...
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    Reflect With Sudoku

    Love the messages these puzzles give me like "Life's reward is to reflect love and remember God's spirit of forgiveness"
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    What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

    @Snowwhite gets us every time. I don't know how many time I've done that to my wife. Blessed she stuck be me for more than 25 years. A person that can hold on to us has the true meaning of forgiveness
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    Update

    I have PTSD, I can't remember things in a stressful situation. So you must have a good conscience if you are here. So are the meds to block out your a good person at heart? I've had PTSD for more than 40 years kind of pisses me off see'n a good person down
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    Angry At My Therapist

    My thought on Therapist is "The path is no longer my own." and sharing dreams is way out there. It's like at a Christian church interpreting tongues. Never understood the outburst. She may have another issue that is in the works here. PS: Sorry, years of being misunderstood I look at the...
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    Discussing Ptsd With My Dad

    You know what seemed to make thing worse for me, someone would so wrong me, when what I did couldn't be helped (not remembering or saying something I shouldn't have) I've been very forgiving of late, but I used to be a Holey Terror when things went wrong. I remember now posting this why my...
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    How Much Do You Tell Work About Your Ptsd?

    Even spelling it out to the manager or HP "Seeing you/her stressed makes me more so." I feel for ya @Notsohowild, we work harder not bring attention to ourselves and outside elements bring it anyway. I went through a lot of jobs, but same occupation
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    How Much Do You Tell Work About Your Ptsd?

    You know it took a traumatic event to share I had PTSD. I could not believe the beating someone was taking out in a parking lot. They confronted me (Stressful situation) and I said,"I did see anything." Total mental block. Once I had time to think about it and stress levels settled I remembered...
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    Discussing Ptsd With My Dad

    @Loner "...below the threshold to meet the criteria for a diagnosis." I have had PTSD more than 40 years now, that would be nice. I have mental blocks just remembering to remember. Anxiety I just need to stay away from the caffeine.
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    Discussing Ptsd With My Dad

    I tried to talk to my mother once about my PTSD. I forgave her also, she doesn't want to see me suffer.
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    General Ptsd Break Up

    I think she recognized me and my a PTSD is triggered by a simple hello from her probably. All I did was smile back. Should I've try to say something after learning I had PTSD, to the perfect girl more than 20 years?
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