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    I crave death

    I feel some people judge me here, I feel sad for prostitutes. Boundaries are not obeyed by most of my family as they are abusers! My life's crap. Raj
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    I crave death

    Living with abuse plus physical and mental disabilities is crap. Wish I could have a natural death soon. Hell I even feel persecuted on this forum! Raj
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    Dom Violence Toxic future in law?

    Done with human race, never leaving home again! Raj Son stated he thinks she may do it still, when she is not home for dinner and won't say where she's been. Disease is my business, because they have walked into home uninvited and say they would like to do so again. We have little dogs that...
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    Dom Violence Toxic future in law?

    Boundaries set goodbye world. Raj
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    Dom Violence Toxic future in law?

    Abuse to siblings (we also forced counseling for son and family together and separate, he has borderline personality) and separating my ribs reported, plus reported druggy friend threatening wife. Rural county said they were in between prosecutor's, and never did prosecute! We now live in...
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    Dom Violence Toxic future in law?

    I've tried for couple of years, (including messenger) for son or his now fiancee to be honest about disease, they refuse. The future mother in-law says we lied about even raising our son for 18 years. When he said they were coming and trying to stay in our home no matter what, that was last...
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    Dom Violence Toxic future in law?

    My son's not allowed his own phone, or car. He pays these for fiancee. He works sixty to seventy hours in construction, but can't have a phone! We have told him to not come, especially since we can't know about disease that requires monthly checkup. He's barged into house before, smokes mor...
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    Dom Violence Toxic future in law?

    My wife has all threats of harm in messenger app, from son future in-law. Raj
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    Dom Violence Toxic future in law?

    I recently asked my son to let please me know what disease his ex prostitute fiancee has. We have breathing issues and a daughter with poor immunity. I had to ask him on Facebook (I deleted post as soon as he responded), without using persons name, as he would not talk over phone. He wants to...
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    Return to work?

    I'm still disabled, seizures, PTSD and deformed arm. Just would like to support family better. Raj
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    Return to work?

    Ticket to work let's you work and make decent income without losing disability. After certain period you lose ticket, even if no longer employed. I feel they need to consider letting you renew it. When I lived in rural area work was only available when mine was going. I'm still disabled...
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    Return to work?

    I'm considering trying to find a job. My family is so strapped it feels miserable being on SSDI. Hopefully someone will hire me. My ticket to works all used up. I think they should have some other program, rural areas use up the ticket too easily! My job skills are mostly out of date...
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    Believe mother in law makes wife worse!

    I always ask about therapy separate and together, and try to redirect when being compared. Raj
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    Believe mother in law makes wife worse!

    Its tough being compared to my wife's family by her, they used verbally bash her, physically bash or neglect her. I constantly fight for her and if I misspeak once I'm her family and mean! I can't we in this war. I miss the relationship we had! Raj
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    Believe mother in law makes wife worse!

    I believe that harsh relationship, destroys the one my wife tries to have with me. I feel trust is an illusion! Raj
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    Families...

    Its hard not to be jealous when you know in your heart you treat wrong, by those who should nurture you! My prayers are offered to those who want them. Raj
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    Believe mother in law makes wife worse!

    My mother in law is always bragging to my wife about the fun she has with her son. This seems to trigger wife's bipolar and PTSD. The brother in law lives with mother. They are almost creepy close he used to go to anniversary dinners with his parents, they didn't want him left out. Most...
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    I am useless

    Only home life I'll ever know, if spouse doesn't seek help. I don't believe in divorce. Raj
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    I am useless

    Siblings, not sink Raj
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    I am useless

    I am Useless. To me I'm just useless and unwanted, and my PTSD makes me annoying to those without it. I can see why my parents and sink NHS became toxic, I'm too annoying to deal with. Maybe someday I'll just get this illness out of my head! Sorry. Raj
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    Nap nightmare!

    Took a knap and everything that ever hurt me was there! From being called a three fingered freak for years at school to being molested and raped to being disowned by toxic family. I hate my life. Can't even sleep in peace! Raj
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    Dom Violence What do i call this?

    I'm glad he's not home as well! Hoping when my therapist gets back from vacation I can work through this better. Raj
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    Is committing myself selfish?

    I just can't believe I can be so overwhelmed and noons would get home health going for me. Raj
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    Dom Violence What do i call this?

    Stuck with this, despite all this, I love my wife. My 19 year old and 17 year old are at home still. Those two kids are great! We get along and I live for them. Raj
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    Dom Violence What do i call this?

    He' does construction and deals drugs, we barely speak. He also had inappropriate touching with brother and sister. I gave the Sheriff all that info and they did not prosecute him! That's why I'm ex Leo, county didn't want to pay for trial! He's not allowed in our home. I also forced...
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