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Hi Hashi,
I cannot related to what you going through but for some reason I wish I could be as independent as you are. I easily get attached to people and then push them away.
I honestly wish I had a bit of that indepence.
I can relate to this 120%, with me it gets really ugly because I wish my therapist to meet those needs, if she doesn't I get mad at her. I know it is wrong but it just happens :(
Wow, thank you Rumors. I wish I was as mature as you are about this subject. I am sorry about your mom, I hope it gets better with time. You really just made me feel a lot better, I needed it
After the last session with my t, I sent her hateful emails which she didn't respond to. She honestly did nothing wrong but I just went off at her. I am not sure why I was so hateful and why I took it out on her. As you know by now I have a great t. I didn't apologize! a part of me wanted her to...
So during the hypnosis session with my T, I gave her the entire story of what happened in my childhood. So I also told her about my mother sending me to a different province after learning about what the bad shadow was doing to me. So my T said my mother sent me away, that got me so upset.
I...
You are not the only one, I sometimes relapse and hate myself for it. Last Thursday was our anniversary and he booked us a dinner table at a fine restaurant. Most of my stress comes from childhood abuse so when he came to pick me up he touched me in a way that triggered me, I knew at that point...
Thank you all, I will try my best to talk about it with her on Monday. Hopefully she will not abandon or hate me. I hope. This will not stop her from checking on me. I wouldn't want to lose the relationship I have with her.
Thanks Arfie, do you ever find that the emotions to your T are so intense? Like sort of overcoming you. I have great fantasies of her being my mom and holding me in her arms. Once I asked her for a hug, until today that hug keeps me going in between sessions or when I am going through a...
Sometimes I like my T so much that I wish she could sit next to during sessions or that she could hug me and tell me I am beautiful or that she loves me. Other times I hate her so much that I don't even want to see or talk to her. Once I went to see her and when I got there I couldn't get myself...
Yeah I knew she was going to hypnotize me but my impression was that it'd to get me to relax like she did previously. I didn't expect to be taken back to that scary place.
My relationship with the therapist is good just that at times she struggles to get me to open up so I think hypnosis was a...
Thank you all, I am afraid of reporting her. It has been 6yrs already. At the same time I feel like I do not want to mess up her life and her losing her job because of me.
But I will talk about it with my current T as I have an appointment with her on Monday.
6yrs back I was seeing a therapist who fell I love with me and I liked her back. She had never dated a girl before but liked me. So we had sexual relations for a month or so. I was really attached to her. One day when I went for my session she told me we cannot see each other again and I was...
We'll it is my first time writing, I've been in therapy for about 6months for childhood sexual abuse. It has been going well until the day my therapist hypnotized me. I started remembering things I prefer not to remember. Since then I am really sick, fighting with everyone and spending time...