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I had PTSD before my accident. It was very bad from abuse. PTSD is always bad regardless. I had a wreck 6 months ago. It caused some nerve damage in my face. It has gotten worse and it can;t be helped too much. Trigeminal neuralgia on on top of PTSD. I really cannot go on and I don't know...

Wow. Most of our insurances would never allow that. You are lucky! I needed to be in a week ago very badly. I hope your year gets better. I hope all of us have a better year.

thank you for that! Yes, I keep calling the line if I have to. I found one where they are nice and want me to stay alive. I am trying to get into what made me happy before topic I liked to study. I am going to try so hard today to tap into that for the next 24 hrs. Thank you guys.........this...

I really had a hard time a few days ago. I was very suicidal and was locked in my closet with the means for two hours. That is when I called all those lines and got chewed out but kept persisting etc because I want to be here. Anyway, someone said to me, "Let nature decide" and it was like a...

Always., it never stops. and it scares me, too.

Please tell me how to do this. Every act I attempt out there has SERIOUS ramtifications on my life. I cannot eat or sleep when I start to get out there and then I need tp be around people so much I wander the mall to not be alone. I used to love to be alone. Now I live for that ONE person who...

I do not understand . I dress in a protective way. I always wear a knit cap etc. Always comfort clothes. Yesterday I went to a familar place and did not have it on and dressed normal for a function and it was crushing me. I felt so unprotected and the people who knew me were all over it...

Oh dear. I meditated for a while with a group and everything started to fall apart. I felt pieces of me falling off, like who I am . It was terrible. Of course "We NEVER heard of THAT!" Ummm. Now I know why. Thank you

I hate it when therapists tell me how great I am at coping. it is like saying WOW you survived HELL! Curious! It is like a backhanded compliment with a bit of voyeurism. No one should even have to have such great coping skills that people are like "What a marvel"

That is very true. I had to get a Pro Bono therapist. There are pro bono networks. I was at the end of my rope. She saved my life. But what I went thru to get to her was in itself traumatic. I was kicked out of two therapists' office AFTER they let me in because front desk knocked on door "Her...

You said " It's a way bigger blow than the original abuse even" WOW. That is so true. To have no one believe you is like a slap on the other cheek.

(((SM)))) Your story is very powerful. It is so full of emotion. You are brave to be doing what you are doing and I encourage you to hang out here for a while. Many people here have suffered a lot and have really good tips on how to get through. I also have outbursts that are very hard to...

Hi- I am glad you are here and KNOW what happened to you! It does not really matter if you get punch. It does not help people to think it is real. If you are not punched and the guy is tormenting you they just think you are the problem. If he does punch you then yo are blamed because you let it...

You are a great man to be so loving and patient to a woman who has suffered so much! Believe me, not all of us have nice partners. Many of us have been beaten by partners who could not understand our PTSD. That being said, yes a Dr would be a good idea! And also a joint session with the...

Yes I did. He had a terrible temper but he was not a psycopath. After what I had been thru with "The Abuse" (early psychopathic ) this guy seemed to be a dream. But of course, it was not and it had to go but we are not enemies. We don't see each other or talk but we made our peace and it was a...

Oh my goodnes, Joey. This is very very great post!! I am sure it will save someone's life. THANK YOU!!!

Thank you. I see the business number. I wonder if I call it they will even listen to me. It is a small town with a lot lopsided power. My uncle is a Dr. Maybe he should do it. Update--- I called it . No answer. F*(Cked over again. Why am I surprised? So hung up on twice by the 1800 number...

How do I contact Q and A? I looked in their site and cannot find it. It really pissed me off. They should talk to her.

Oh dear. I did not mean to sound flippant. I deleted that.

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I called the local line today. The lady knew me so she was mad. She started to chew me out about how I am not telling anyone that I am in need etc. "How can they HELP YOU if you don't ASK FOR HELP?" Yelling and talking over me. She has no idea the depth of my suffering and how people run...

(((Bdar)))) You are amazing for working. I am not able to work. And I am not too good with stuff around house and chores. My room reflects my chaos. And guess what? People really DO have trouble liking me because I dress weird. Cannot help it.

You know Fantasy Football? Well, it has dawned on me. I keep having a series of fantasy relationships Does anyone else do this? It dawned on me after my friend w her "crush" and I was thinking. I have these fantasies with people who I know and they are kindly to me and all.......but nothing...

OMG. I would die if any of my crushes found out. I would be mortified. When I have a crush I immediately am so ashamed I cannot even get my mind around it. All I can think is how embarrassed they would be. My last crush, I got so confused! I had to stop going to the place where they were just...

Hi Lost I am mixed on these things. I find they work much better for people who are wealthy and healthy if you know what I mean.Further, they have done research to conclude that people who are negative and fake being positive are not happy. AND they think pessimists live longer! I always feel...