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I'm not sure how it works where you are but we have some in California that just give parents a minimum of 24 hours without their kids to do whatever they want, including sleep lol
Thank you:) it's hard for me to put into words the emotions I get looking at those. I love it. One was for my first rapist and the second was every shitty word I've ever been called. Thank you for your kind words :happy:. It's the hardest thing to forgive a piece of crap, but that's how I had to...
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This is where you can find them but to find other media that people post you can find it on the media page which is a tab at the top of the page :)
I feel like after a while everything stops working for me but I posted two pictures that I painted in my media if you want to check them out. They are like a 5 year olds so don't make fun but they help for the time being... @jojo88
@jojo88 i have thought about art therapy. I'm just not good with art. I will post a picture of my art for you to see. Most of mine are just words that I've heard and how much I hate those words. I've learned to express myself mostly through coloring and poetry. I'm learning to get back into...
Thank you @jojo88, @sun seeker, @Milo's papa & @Stickler.
I'm glad I'm not alone in this feeling jojo, sometimes it actually can get really lonely on here too :(.
It's hard not to feel forgotten sometimes, especially when you have pushed your feelings so far down that you don't even know...
I do have to agree. I finally told my husband how many times my ex raped me. (Every weekend at least twice for 4 months). That was nice to get out. It felt nice to cry but now I feel dead again.
:bag: writes this as "I Will Survive"; plays in the background.... If that's not a friggin sign....
Getting drowned out by the sounds of others
As always
Getting shut out because of being a loner
As always
I'm damaged goods that not even anyone here really cares
As always
Just repeat to yourself; you're shit, you suck, you deserve this...
As always
You're screaming now, screaming to be...
UGH! All I can think of is What is so Freaking Special about this PSYCHOPATH that he wont leave my brain, yeah he messed me up big time but you know what, LEAVE YOU POS! LEAVE! You're not welcome here anymore. I have been triggered since Friday about my ex. Oh you know the one who raped, choked...
If you have children keep them safe.
My best advice is talk to someone; A therapist, grief counselor, someone, but keep your mental state on hand, you are just as important as everyone else affected by this. Remember that. My Condolences.
I can't say that I have BFRB, but when my anxiety and PTSD flare, I definitely have to like pick at stuff on my body or pull some hair out. I've been known to scratch my legs so hard that they bleed. So I would say from that standpoint that it's pretty normal
That was a truly amazing explanation. I have it bookmarked! I have always seemed to fly off the handle at some really dumb stuff. Thank you so much for your insight!!
Yeah I've had nightmares since I was 12(because I didn't know it happened from 5-10 until April 2015 when I got into my car accident) but had an eating disorder at 8. I had anger outbursts at anyone around me, I never told anyone because he was a special needs man. I always got a weird feeling...
Oh god no @Born to Run I wish that I would have told someone earlier...well scratch that, I wish someone would have listened to me. My mom knew and didn't do anything, and everyone else just thought I was a liar. I don't know how to live for myself like that yet @FridayJones I sincerely wish I...
Starting on Tuesday I am going to tell my therapist the next time he falls asleep will be the last.
I am keeping my distance from my family, I'm going on Sunday but not for as long as everyone thinks. I'm not going for dinner. Honestly, if I have to I will take two topamax(yes that is my normal...
I was put in the same kind of situation a few weeks ago. I had pizza in my hands, bussing a small (3-5 yr old) child and trying not to panic with all the craziness going on around me. A coworker (speaking deaf-tone) ran up to me (from why she claims saying pizza, I didn't hear it) and with my...
Just a side note my doctor says that with my experience because I was raped and molested and physically....ect abused at a young age different ages seem to come out at different times, all me, no other names (as in Multiple Personality Disorder, just to clarify)
Just to start off this is quite...
I don't want you to feel I am ignoring this. I need some time to think about a response. A good genuine response. I'm goin through a lot lately and I might just have to write it out first before typing it out on the feed if that is okay with you @Born to Run
I don't really have anyone else. My husband loves my family and all it does is bring up bad memories being around them. I'm trying to move forward from the past but it's so much harder than I thought. I don't get why I've been shit on this time when every other holiday my brother talks about...