Thank you:) it's hard for me to put into words the emotions I get looking at those. I love it. One was for my first rapist and the second was every shitty word I've ever been called. Thank you for your kind words :happy:. It's the hardest thing to forgive a piece of crap, but that's how I had to think about it. Do I need to apologize to the dirt and crap on the bottom of my shoes? Nope. But I forgive myself for stepping in it, forgiveness is easy, letting go, that's hard.