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Hi guys, It occurred to me today after having spent the past few days in recovery mode after a panic attack that I feel an immense about of guilt over the suffering I put on my partner. He tries his best with me, looks after me and asked me how he can be more supportive in making sure I feel...

so for the past week I've been on Citalopram (celexa) and I have been feeling very tired and waking up a few times a night. I thought this was either the meds or just lack of sleep. Anyway today my partner didn't have work so he laid in bed and noticed that I am now constantly twitching and...

Today all I wanted to do was see my mother and tell her I could no longer see my abusive father and that if she wants to see me it will have to be on her own as I can't take the emotional torment anymore. What it ended up being was a conversation where I broke down to her telling her about all...

I can go the longest time without having flashbacks and then suddenly they become a problem again. I think my problem is for a few days I'm in a house with pictures of my father in it and just seeing his face has set off my flashbacks again. Last night I freaked myself out entirely. I haven't...

So brief recap of my history, I've had PTSD probably since I was 13/14 for 9/10 years. I was sexually abused by my father for two years when I was 10. My family know, mum stays with him. All that stuff. But today I was discussing everything with my partner and today I added that part of the...

So I've not been on in a long time, because of various reasons I think mostly I've got a bad habit of trying to shoulder everything on my own. But my situation has changed entirely. I was abused in childhood by my father, who my mother is still with and my immediate family know what he did to...

This morning I had my first panic attack in two years and now I'm absolutely terrified. I've had two weeks off work for an infection and I'm supposed to go in for an 8 hour bar shift tonight but thinking about going in sent me into a horrible attack and now I'm left sitting on the kitchen step...

So, I should start by saying I love my mother and in many respects she's been a decent, loving woman to me which is more than a lot of people can say about their mothers, crazy respect in the fact that she brought up me and my brother while coping with an alcoholic husband (my father/abuser) and...

Hi guys, I'm Ivi (pronounced Ivy, of course) I'm a sufferer of 9 years, I figured it is time to admit to myself that it might be harder than I thought it'd be to live with PTSD. I suppose I'm the 'head in the sand' sort of person and I'd prefer to say it's not a problem. So a long story short I...