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I know exactly how you feel Glara...the guy I am talking to last thing he said was he slit his wrist n was heading to the hospital...no word nothing :( He is not returning my calls or texts...all I can do is pray he is ok. He is 2 states away n he was suppose to move here to CO this week n I...

Thank you @Nico I am seeing one...n first thing she said was Oh no not someone w/PTSD lol! So sad...

Thank you Solara and Nam. I put him up in the pedestal...I had no clue until recently by joining this forum what PTSD was....he was somewhat normal when we first met but him constantly disappearing n appearing after sometime, his anger outburst, I started relating it to PTSD. I wish I would...

My PTSD sufferer doesn't acknowledge what he has done to me. I have had a traumatizing childhood n I cling on to those who love me for dearly life. He knew all that...n he has used my past against me in anger saying that I deserve it. I don't deserve it...I am good person who just want to love...

Thank you Nicolette...I deserve better. Today I feel I did the right thing...with all his name calling n the way he treated me...I know I did the bigger n better thing by being a better person. I was looking towards him for validation but today I got my validation. He is not capable of love...

I know...I was just trying to connect w/him. I am not saying he has to talk to me cause I sent him things...no way but I want him to know I care for him. I have just never been in this position to know exactly what is going on.

I know Nico...n thank you. He is so angry n has so much hate. I wish I could help....but I have done enough. If he can't see the greatness in me I sometimes think its his loss. I am seeing my therapist tomorrow. I haven't seen her in mths. I wish i can sit someone down n tell him how much...

Thank you all for your kind, kind words...I know the right thing to do is to turn n walk away but I did something horrible on Friday...well at least he made me feel horrible for it. I sent his cat that he adores treats, toys....just os he can realize what a good person I am. I wish you all...

Thank you Nico! I am sorry but your message came too late n I did text me Happy New Year n all he did was call me names n told me to leave him alone :( I don't know what I did to deserve this...not once I hurt him....not once I called him the names he has called me. All I did was love him...

Thank you justmehere- he won't pick up my calls...but I want to so badly text him Happy New Year....should I? Even when he hasn't texted me since last Tues n I just texted him once on Christmas? Please tell me :(

BTW: when I sent Merry Christmas he never replied back to me...so I don't see the point in sending him a text.

Thank you so much Solara- I have not contacted him since sending him Merry Christmas n wishing he was doing ok (last Thursday) All I am doing is reading all this stuff on the forum...I am trying to be patient n waiting for him to come back to me. I wish I can tell you how this has hurt me...

He disappeared about 2 wks ago...no contact. Then one night out of the blue he called me. He was gone for a week n 2 days. He said he was lost...no clue what the future held for him. Didn't know if he had the money to move here closer to me or stay where he is at. All I did was listen to...