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The boards want me to hand in CEUs for the last three years and my computer with the certificates died. I can't get them for one year. Too overwhelmed. You guys are soooooo sweet and now my PTSD kicked in and I'm overwhelmed.

Awwww thanks guys! Just called a number for PTSD hep and told them how my therapist said PTSD too severe and that my insurance doesn't cover EMDR or a PTSD specialist and he said sorry there isn't much I can do for you. We are a residential treatment center.

Unforgiving Let go of the past PTSD is for soldiers

I am sooooooo sorry that happened to you!!!!! Your f@@@$& father deserves torture not you!!!!!! It's a body sensation not a sign you enjoyed it. The body gets stimulated to a certain point and has these sensations. It's a reaction to stimulation and means your body was affected and that's...

Please don't go!! Sounds like you need the forum and the forum likes you. Maybe just take a day or three to be ticked and stay. Everyone gets ticked; it's a PTSD forum!!!! Haha. As if none of us has made a mistake. Not that you did- I never saw one. One or two people is not all people. I...

Glad I didn't realize it!!! This site is a lifeline though!!!!! Tools tools tools

Yeah!!!! Good job!!!

Well a lot happening; almost done with my bachelors so that will be great if I graduate!! Might be doing my masters if they change my program. My grandfather paid for this semester so I don't want to waste his money and realllly want to finish masters ASAP!!! Trying to get financial aid so I...

Diet Pepsi Yum I'm going for the crab and lobster with lotsa butter and a big huge salad and red lobster biscuits and white wine and a pina colada and blue Hawaii, corn on the cob, Haupia cake, chocolate cake, all sitting on a sailboat catching a sunset!

Happy Birthday!!!!!!! May the blessing you are to others come back to you!!!! Hope this year is filled with dreams come true!!!!!

I would be graduated Go to Hawaii for Christmas Eve and New Years to party with family and watch fireworks Would go scuba diving Surfing Sailing SHOPPING SPREE Beach party Campfire with guitar player and smoke marijuana and drink Get a great place to live Spoil my pets Paint Play the native...

Soooooooo adorable!!!!! Congratulations!!!!!!

It doesn't scare me. It's a lifestyle for too many years. I think I'm more afraid of the other side after suicide and harming loved ones. Otherwise I'd be gone a long long time ago. Life can be awesome and it can also @&$/?!)" suck!!

Ugggg!!!! So sorry you are having so much pain!!! A week seems too long to be without a dentist unless you are on antibiotics now!!! Awful!!!! The system is in need of some serious fixing!!! Dental and hearing or anything sense related should be under medical!!! It's insane that they are not...

It is sooooo normal to feel that way before surgery!!!! Hope it goes great and helps with pain and movement later!!! You don't seem like a bad person to me!!!! You seem wonderful and I hope you have the best life has to offer!!! Hope you have someone to help you do things for a bit after the...

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Taking melatonin to sedate myself cuz I can't deal. Watched church and the pastor said God chose your parents specifically for you. Out of all the people he chose them for you. To learn what to do and sometimes what not to do. That's a hell of a lot of torture for a f$&@-- lesson!!!! Totally...

I am sorry you felt violated!!!! The nurses were following a doctors order. The procedure you describe sounds like an IVP where they put betadine cleaning brown soap on your private area and then insert a catheter to sometimes put dye or measure how much urine is in your bladder. It can be...

My t said that was dissociating from reality. When you are watching yourself go through motions separate from yourself.

I hope your bravery pays off in many ways!!!! What a wonderful therapist!

HI welcome!!! I have a bad startle reaction to loud noises too. Worked as a civilian nurse. Saw many soldiers with PTSD. You are not alone. This forum is very supportive and has tons of resources to help in the threads. Take care

Love hiking in Oregon; purple mountains majesty truly they are purple in the morning with beautiful mists from them. Love love love hiking the deserts of so cal finding rock treasures!!! Opals, gems, crystal rocks. It's just so awesome.

Tanishq. May the road rise to meet you. May the wind be always at your back. May the sun shine warm upon your face. And rains fall soft upon your fields. And until we meet again, May God hold you in the hollow of His hand. An Irish proverb. You will be missed!!!! What an inspiration you...

I like barefoot' input of choices giving power. I found that true also; choice a or b. Gives a sense of power with the choice as long as it's not overwhelming with choice c,d,e,f.... I also heard making your own pizza and choosing topping helps feeling more in control and making your own sundae...

Hi, I can relate; grieving a family member too. It's awful. There are so many mixed feelings if they are an abuser. Everyone has a good and bad aspect to them and our memories are going to be good and some awful or hard. I didn't want to be around anyone- please leave me alone. But everyone...