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Your wellcome I wish I could tell my hubbie how much I love him I just can't I'm affraid to show him how much

I was diagnosed five years ago after a routine operation left me in agony for three years and it brought all my child truma out I paid for my counselling myself and felt a relief when I was didnosed as I thoult I was going mad

Your wellcome I understand I can't even imagine how my husband feels living with me like I am

All you can do I just be there for him I think he loves you a lot it just so hard to show a person you love them when you have ptsd because it mixes all the signals in the brain to makes us feel what we don't want to feel

I think it's hard when a person has ptsd because we hurt the ones we love I too have been with my partner 18 years married for 7 5 years ago I had an operation that went wrong I was left in agony for 3 years and developed ptsd I pushed my husband away I couldn't handle him to show affection I do...

You mean ptsd thoult if they are you can't stop them as the more you denied the thoults the worse it gets use grounding techniques

You will feel like this when I reported my rape to the police I was so stressed try to ground your self listen to some calming music I cuddle my teddy when I'm stressed you will find the more your strees the less your sleep if ya need to chat messeage me

I often have screaming nightmares if ya need to chat I'm here

You will get there its a long road I'm not going say it's gonna be easy but I'm here for you if ya need to cjat

Honestly what ever you share on here is confidential what ever you personal message me I will never share with anyone how comes your abuse was shared to your mum you have a right not to share with anyone

You will In time you should be proud you got this far my abuse was 25 years ago and until five years ago I told no one when I got I'll I had no control the flashbacks got worse and worse if you want to chat you can messeage me

I had the same disiation when I had a session I'd be sick and have no recollection of it at all

M just starting that kinda pherapy now it's my only hope

Ya rember and you need to chat it's fine

Least you know that and accept it makes it easier to deal with

I've never been able to orgasm due to the abuse when I did have a feeling once I cried for days as I was ashamed I felt that way I think it's perfectly normal what you describe if ya had a trauma I've been with my partner 18 years and married for 7 it's hard even now I'm here if ya need to chat

My sister used to turn the light off and lock me in my room it scared me why did your mum do that was it to fritend you

You be surprised what our abuser will do to keep there secret safe my friend used to burn me with cigarette when I said I wouldn't go one day she tried to strangle me to change my mind

I burnt everything I ever had I wrote of the abuse but it hasn't helped it didn't help either when I meet my girl abuser 5 years ago as I felt I needed to meet her she denied everything even to the police I felt deverstated

No one is damaged beyond repair we've all been where you are it's hard when in our minds we live the trauma over and over again but it proves you want help because you are on here so we can help have you had counselling for your trauma

I don't have any worries where my kids are concerned and I know at that age kids experiment but not like I did I wish I never got I'll then I wouldn't have to deal with this

During my abuse I did things to my abusers especially my girl abuser she did lots of things to me that I'm ashamed of but I liked it at the time I wanted her to do thoes things to me I looked forward to going there seeing her body I was so confused thoult I was gay now I feel sick to think about...

I think it would be quiet normal to interact with a play mate shall we say I did go throu a stage like that during my abuse but I also did things to myself I'm ashamed of but I thoult it was normal

I too was severely abused from aged 11 to age 13 and I only developed ptsd 5 years ago due to another truma it's so hard to think straight but with the right help you get there

Yes definitely I do recommend matrazapine but see what your doc thinks I do feel better last few days