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@Smile, I have the exact things happen to me. I'm afraid to sleep, the dreams and waking up shaking and the awful dread of the day. I need so much help in this area. I don't know what to do.

@Solara, Thank you for such good insight. I'm thinking this may be helpful :)

@BlackbirdSinging, I couldn't find the all the right words earlier, I left those ones out. I hope you feel better.

I have been feeling very scared, tired, like a freak at times. I'm wore out. Tried a new med. It didn't work. Discouraged. Overwhelmed when I think about school starting, and how am I going to handle it. Still no answer on my disability. Worried. Dreading bedtime, as my mind has been...

Feeling sick to my stomach. The "wait" to find out if my disability will continue is very stressful. Woke up feeling so tired and had to rush and get the kids ready, it's hard because I seem to freeze up. Worrying when school starts, how am I to keep up as I feel wore out, and so tired of all...

Right now I'm thinking, how am I going to make it through the day. Waking from a bad dream, doesn't make for an easy day. I hope I can self talk and think about good things.

I'm thinking how am I going to support myself and 3 kids if my SSI isn't reapproved. :( I can't lose my disability, I don't know what I would do.

@Britt.f7 I'm sorry, I've had the same thing happen to me. I didn't question the person, even though his family has known my family for many many years. It will be ok. :)

@madchild, Have you tried homeopathic remedies. I found one that is helpful. Maybe you can look into that as an option. :)

I to also struggle with sleep. Get very anxious at bedtime, fearing having dreams and just the night in general. I usually keep the TV on and the volume low and the bathroom light on. I never get a solid nights sleep. I do try and rest during the day, I feel so exhausted at times.

Feeling severe anxiety and crying... ugh

@Britt.f7 I know what you mean. Feeling anxious about friends calling me. Since the trauma I've shut down talking to a lot of people. They know something is wrong, and most of why but not the details. I'm afraid if I tell them they will think less of me. Ashamed helpless tired scared.

I'm thinking I over did it this morning, got somethings accomplished, yet don't feel proud of myself, because I struggled so much just getting it done. Thinking back to when I didn't give the simplest things a second thought. Now the smallest of chores seem the biggest. My way of "thinking"...

@gizmo, Yes it is hard to have family so far away. I get anxious a lot because of it. I'm hoping to get moved at some point.

extremely overwhelmed... I think I may have read to much on here today. Maybe I need a break. Does this happen to anyone else at times?

@Tei-Saji yeppers .. were not alone in this area :)

@conquer I go through the same thing. I wasn't able to put it into words the way you did. I have a hard time with words for some reason. It's like my brain locks up. Just reading what you wrote, let me know that I'm not the only person in the whirlwind. (hugs)

@Mercy I'm sorry you feel so bad. (hugs)I feel better than I did earlier. Even though I get on the verge of tears off and on. Made a decent dinner, made me feel good. Now I'm thinking about making monkey bread in the crockpot. Feeling productive inspite of.

Read some books to the kids. Make something special they like to eat.

I like watching Duck Dynasty, Dog & Beth, and 19 kids and counting :)

Goal for the day, fighting off the ugly and not letting it wear me out. I did better yesterday.

Anxiety off the chart. Get stressed out easily and i'm so tired of it. Another day....

@Privateer I just read your posts. Can I give you a (hug) and I hope you will feel better. Know that your not alone in your feelings. :)

@Ti Vu I know what you by the anxiety coming at different hours and certain times of the day. Mine does the same thing, right now it's at it's highest from about 8:00 am, until about 4pm or so. Then goes up around bedtime, probably because I fear the dreams, jumps and jolts of fear during the...

@Britt.f7 Shopping does make me feel good at times, other times I don't feel worthy. I wonder why?