What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Britt.f7]

@tired of the fight Yes it happens to me sometimes. I have had to take breaks.

I am feeling somewhat apprehensive. A friend of a friend wants to call me I think to sell me something like a pyramid scheme and I do not want to be rude, but I won't be interested. I hate to waste her time. I hate to waste my time. Even if I do have loads of it.

 

[tired of the fight]

@Britt.f7

I know what you mean. Feeling anxious about friends calling me. Since the trauma I've shut down talking to a lot of people. They know something is wrong, and most of why but not the details. I'm afraid if I tell them they will think less of me.

Ashamed
helpless
tired
scared.

 

[tired of the fight]

Feeling severe anxiety and crying... ugh

 

[Spiderallis]

I just gave up on falling asleep. It's manageable now that I'm down to about one no-sleep day per week. Still trying to figure out if I get more anxious when I don't sleep or if I don't sleep because of increased anxiety. Either way, I'm going to get some good coping skills practice in today.

 

[ms spock]

Tired. Worn out. Pleased. Capable. Competent.

 

[Britt.f7]

No anxiety. This is a plus. Not a usual thing. Maybe it is because I don't have anywhere to go today. For whatever reason, it is a welcomed relief.

 

[Anrish]

Tired and worn out.

 

[Philippa]

Worried that I'm trusting this new guy too much and rushing into things, a bit anxious, tense in the neck and shoulders, wondering if the new guy I've hooked up with, and really like, is going to be another deadshit, like the last two, or a predator?

Unsure how to navigate the budding relating ship in regard to sex? It's been so long I feel inexperienced and a bit like I'm learning to ride a bike again.Feeling content with the way the day went. I made some money and had a few laughs with the boss.

Feeling warm and relaxed from doing the 5 tibetan rites earlier, and meditating for a while after. It's really helping with my sense of feeling stabilized and centred, peaceful and grounded. I'm pleased about that. I'm also feeling motivated to keep it up, it feels so good.

Feeling hatred towards stefan molyneux for his rants and lack of insight into women, whilst sounding like he knows us all better than we know ourselves. Sick of his misogyny veiled as "truth" and twisting things for his own agenda. Over that guy. I had respect for him once, but now he's just another mra wanker.

Relieved to have gotten that out. Light headed now. Feeling defiant.

 

[Tinyflame]

A tad 'freaked out' as sister has a day-surgery thing tomorrow & I have also been put in to a new high-end building with work on top of my normal calls.

I'm also a bit afraid for my dog's health for some reason :( , not sure if it's 'factual' or not. She seems a bit under the weather for 2 days. :(

 

[Lionheart]

I am ready to share my life with a 'special someone' and I think I am making progress. I have been working through some fears and doing rather well. I have a special friendship and I am learning to invest myself a little at time rather than applying the "all or nothing" method I used to use in the past. I am feeling basically happy and mellow.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I feel a good tired, I accomplished so much today. My bedroom is shaping up. Taking baby steps. Very busy week with a lot of physical activity.

 

[Philippa]

Feeling disappointed still at my date staying out all night getting drunk and was not in any state to meet up with me even though he promised me a day at the ramen bar. What potential there was for a relationship there has now gone to the dogs as he has some health issues that are really proving to be serious obstacles. I've decided to let him go until he is able to sort it out...which is upsetting because I really like him, and he really likes me. It's upsetting.

I'm a bit more accepting of the situation now that I've vented my feelings about him texting me at 12 today saying he just got home, when we were supposed to go out. Grateful to have been able to speak about it with a friend and sort through my feelings and thoughts, and proud that I was forthright with him and told him my position and that I wasn't prepared to wait around while he got drunk and stoned constantly...even though I understand that he has issues right now. I just know what I want a bit more and what I'm willing to put up with. I need attention, and he isn't all there to give it to me. I feel like once more my needs are not able to be met. I guess I need to give myself the attention?