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I did not ruin the vibe. It was nice to talk to siblings and just hang out Felt a lot of guilt because I wanted to tell them I may not be around but obviously didn't feel it was appropriate, especially in front of a child

Going to a restaurant that was one of my mom's favorites for dinner with family Had a really bad day so worried I will mess up the vibe etc

Not that it matters. I shouldn't be here

Not well

Miss my mom on her birthday

For now. Feeling so defeated

And snake. And gecko. And hopefully bird.

So very happy the universe and beyond is looking out for each cat and getting them to safe, wonderful places

Thank you ❤️ I may respond better later. Thanks though Just wanted to say I re-homed another cat today, to a uniquely good situation for him. Beautiful farm. Hope he does amazing ❤️ Feeling so weird and not sure what to do. Thanks for support and so sorry if I don't make it but the...

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Sorry

I'm really, genuinely sorry

Talking about cats. Even the feral cat in my house I decided to keep for his safety is upset. I re-home him tomorrow. Beanbag, who hasn't woken me up meowing in years, has begun yelling a lot. I failed them. I trusted the wrong advice in order to help them stay with me and it was my last...

I've failed everyone

I just feel like I have to. There's nothing left and there's nothing for me

I don't know if I want you to agree or support. I sure don't want anyone disagreeing I guess I'm sorry

Do y'all miss Swift? She died by suicide most likely. What about Lion? People better than me die all the time and the world continues

A few people say it will hurt them. Everyone just uses my guilt against me. But no answer for why they couldn't help me keep my family together

I have. They mostly say they understand and won't be mad if I do. Couple people said please don't but don't know how I'll get better at this point. Dad's abuse affecting me this long is ridiculous Thanks for the support, to everyone. I'm sorry I'm difficult

I've really lost everything. Genuinely won't be able to save the food. No refrigerator. Storage unit, if I get one, won't let me store food. If I go to the hospital that's it. no food or anything. Why save anything

I am trying to think of one. Even my emergency dont-suicide box from the state hospital just mentions the animals.

I have not wanted to live since I was a child. Adults convinced me I lived through the worst if it and had a future. And got me to feel like I was missing out on something. And would hurt my mom, or that I should stay for my animals. I did what I promised and I don't want to feel guilty anymore.

I don't want to worry you. it's just not working out

Might not until winter or later I'm sorry. Everything making me stay is gone and the relief is amazing

I'm sorry. Everyone dies though. No one goes away Won't do it today