Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

[littleoc]

And snake. And gecko. And hopefully bird.

 

[ms spock]

Just hanging in there for tonight.

Keep just hanging in there for now @littleoc

 

[littleoc]

For now. Feeling so defeated

 

[Teasel]

Sitting with you

 

[littleoc]

Miss my mom on her birthday

 

[littleoc]

Not well

 

[littleoc]

Not that it matters. I shouldn't be here

 

[littleoc]

Going to a restaurant that was one of my mom's favorites for dinner with family

Had a really bad day so worried I will mess up the vibe etc

 

[littleoc]

I did not ruin the vibe. It was nice to talk to siblings and just hang out

Felt a lot of guilt because I wanted to tell them I may not be around but obviously didn't feel it was appropriate, especially in front of a child

 

[littleoc]

Cried at work a lot and am worried people saw it and are annoyed at me