Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

[littleoc]

I've failed everyone

 

[littleoc]

I've failed everyone

Talking about cats. Even the feral cat in my house I decided to keep for his safety is upset. I re-home him tomorrow.

Beanbag, who hasn't woken me up meowing in years, has begun yelling a lot.

I failed them. I trusted the wrong advice in order to help them stay with me and it was my last option and even it was wrong. I've failed every single person. Was left with the only way to keep them safe being rehoming.

My entire life I've had all these stupid goals to just get away and everything failed. Absolutely everything. And I'm losing the last little bit that kept me from being homeless.

I have earned euthanasia.

 

[littleoc]

I'm really, genuinely sorry

 

[Teasel]

You just haven't failed anybody, sweet littleoc, you've failed no one at all

 

[littleoc]

Sorry

 

[littleoc]