Understand AI use at MyPTSD: all AI use is explained in our AI help page. AI use is by choice here. It exists if you want it, but does nothing unless you choose to use it.
Abusive dad is trying to get into the house and I will likely have to let him at some point. Just very overwhelmed, feel like I'm doing badly by my mom because her one wish was for my dad to not be here. She doesn't mind tho, she's free of this
Just came here to say I am doing better today. Stressed about the future ofc, especially this next month and having to decide what I'm keeping, if I can keep anything. And planning the hospital stay. Etc etc
Thank you @ms spock. That was so kind, it means a lot ❤️
I came back to clarify that I'm not going to end my life yet because I worried I was going to worry someone if they read that, and got really worried when I saw you had replied before I could add that, but it helped a lot to read what...
Okay in the moment. Not sure I should address these feelings right now because in about a month I'll have nothing
Edit to add: it will be a relief to not have a hoard to clean up
Sorry for posting. I don't even know why I'm doing it. have to live at least long enough to rehome my animals. Have to cope for at least one more month.
Then will be homeless and plan to end it from there. Friend wants me to try mental hospital first. Best bet is being put away forever, group...
As in, I feel guilty. I wanted to be a success story but am less than nothing now, and people act upset when I post on Facebook that I want to die. I want a referral for euthanasia. I want to stop existing like this
I immediately got invited over for tea by a Vietnamese Buddhist nun after posting that message
She is in the US for three months, so she's about to head back to her temple in Vietnam soon. She wants me to visit her temple one day. On disability pay it likely isn't possible, but maybe one day
I...
Thank you.
Finding myself sad at useless items I will be losing.
Trying group home route. Likely can't afford it if I want to keep my car. I feel I am too poor (disability won't let me make much) to ever afford another car. It will eventually break down. Idk
I do not get the feeling much...
I need to find homes for two more cats
I am freezing up a lot. Got a job maybe and it feels like the end somehow. I mean, everything keeps feeling like the end of the world.
I am constantly in fight/flight/freeze.
And any plan I make to keep going has to change multiple times a day. I'm...