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Why is all this happening all at the same time? I had a rocky start to this year. It’s turning out even rockier. I haven’t posted in a while. Been too busy distracting myself from reality. I’ve been suicidal. Been to the psych hospital and a follow up program there. Lost my job b/c of the time...

OMG I have to tell someone! My boss has positioned me for a promotion to Sr. Consultant and is pitching me to lead a team for a project for a major media outlet!!!! Work triggers are my #1 Achilles heal with this PTSD. This a major step forward for me!

My wife sent me an email yesterday. I asked her after she came back from house sitting at her friends if she was ready to end this limbo. I told her I was looking forward to some concrete answers. She replied in text that she's sorry but I wasn't going to get concrete answers at this time. Games...

…with anxiety and paranoia. Yep. This is what she sent me in a text when I told her I'm stressed out b/c I'm expecting to be served papers any day.

My heart's been racing for 12 hours or more now. She met with an attorney today. Don't know what was discussed and it's killing me. She won't tell me what they talked about. She's so angry and bitter. She'd rather go back and rehash old shit rather than deal with the present. Hell hath no fury...

I'm so proud of me! My wife and I have been reduced to texting for communication. She sent me an inflammatory text meant to draw a reaction. I simply replied "ok" and metaphorically walked away.

There's no way I can fully express the insanity I am in right now. I have PTSD. My wife has…something yet to be identified. I'm trying to live with compassion for this woman as we've shared 23 years together and have 4 kids together. First marriage for both. But a person only has so much to give...

Any other ppl with PTSD dealing with a spouse that is spiritually abusive? What I mean is someone who uses religion as a means with which to cut you down and hurt the very core of who you are.

We have been married for 22 years we have 4 boys together, 1st marriage for us both. My wife has stuck by me through everything I've put her through. But lately she is closed off. We'll try to have difficult discussions about my latest employment issues (I cycle through these a lot b/c abuse of...

Hello. I have so many things going on all at once I have no idea where to start or how much to share. PTSD work issues marriage on the rocks suicidal thoughts Are there separate areas I should post each?