Search results

What is this diary thing I have read about?

After 2 separate situations with a Supervisor at my PT job I have experienced PTSD symptoms including a melt down when she took my cell phone 2 weeks ago. This past Sat she kept badgering me about a variety of issues, my perception is she is attacking me and this time I went into a verbal...

I have been through many sessions of EMDR and now we are re-framing my internal messages about myself. However it seems my T now thinks I can just drop out of therapy and be ok? I was suppose to go to a group for women who have experienced trauma but she says the group is too full. So now I am...

I have made it thru EMDR and reprocessing my internal messages about myself not deserving what happened to me. My T told me one or 2 more sessions and we will be done. I freaked but didn't let her know. I have spent 2.5 months going thru this and now she seems to think I can move on. My...

I am moving through EMDR, almost done and wondering about if you have ever had friends that want you to stay sick. My friend has been by my side thru EMDR but seems to have changed recently. It seems in my mind she almost wants me t stay unhealthy and has tried pushing my buttons. She wrote me...

I have hurt, offended a lot of people over the last few years. I have alienated my remaing family members who won't speak to me all of which is my responsibility for my outrageous behavior. I have been through EMDR and I am on a healing journey in which I have changed tremendously in how I...

I have been in EMDR therapy and have gone through being beaten, raped and left for dead. I am near the end of the first phase of my therapy. I have changed so much, my stress, anger and outburst are under control. I am not the same person I was for years, pushing others away with my anger. My...

Can a PTSD person have a delayed flash back a day later?

I have been i EMDR for a couple of months and although it has been hard, I have gotten control of my anger and outburst. At points I felt so good, lighter, freer and now that I am at the point of re-experiencing the rape I am sliding into depression. I have been on anti depressants for ever...

I have been feeling really good about y therapy although I had a rough session of Friday with my T regarding my rape it go more intense and lasted longer when I would drift out of it. Two days later I went to our local dog park with my Trooper and walked the same trail I have for 4 years. then...

I have moved through a lot of my trauma by seeing a Trauma Specialist that has used EMDR. I have gone through being hit, raped and left for dead. I have more to do but the worst is over. the thing is I was in denial of my TBI and PTSD for 13 years. Kept all of it suppressed and now I am...

I made it through my EMDR, I have remembered my attack, have gone through the rape although I dissociated from it. I am now on my way to recovery and healing. It has been one of the hardest things I have been through. Buy now i am stronger yet lighter, my anger is under my control and I...

I have had several sessions of EMDR and now have memories of being hit that I didn't remember previously. I was camping alone attacked in the face and head raped and left for dead, resulting in TBI, PTSD. I am now to the point in therapy where I may or may not remember the rape. I have told...

I am progressing through EMDR and have been desensitized to much of my terror. Recently I have uncovered a repressed memory of when I was hit in the face and knocked out. I am now at the point of moving toward the rape and I don't want to remember. I have a great therapist but she believes...

How often should one do EMDR, I am doing it once a week with a follow up of Stabilization/Empowerment session. Then someone told me EMDR should only be done once every two weeks as it takes that long for the body to process. What are your experiences, or thoughts?

I am so done with the drama and trauma of my life. I am hanging by a thread. I am on a roller coaster ride in my EMDR therapy and so tired, exhausted from working 6 days a week and doing therapy. i just want to checkout. I want out of the pain the anger and the stress.

Ever since I had Trauma I started drinking more than usual. Now that I am in EMDR therapy I am drinking way to much. How does one deal with this?

This past week I had a break through in a repressed memory of my attack. I have not remembered all that happened, just bits and pieces. Now with EMDR I am remembering more. I was attacked beaten, raped and left for dead while camping alone. This past week in my session I finally remember the...

I had my 7th session of EMDR, a break through in recalling repressed memories of my attacker. Very painful but now I am numb. I feel nothing? What does this mean?

I am new to this site, I have been in denial of my PTSD for 13 years and it has cost me relationships, jobs, my future. I was robbed one night when camping alone beaten raped and left for dead. I was working in a crisis house for kids and adults with developmentally disability and after 3...