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  1. Sammyiam

    The Last Words I'll Ever Hear?

    Fade, wow I read this and thought how similar can it be you and me. My mum died of heart failure and her last words to me were ..... Are you still here go home ! And in the hospital she would introduced me to the nurses as .... This is my youngest I don't know what went wrong with this...
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    The Profile Pic Thread

    Mine is one of my grandsons favourite books I read to him. Sam I am Green Eggs and Ham . My children used to love reading these books as well. It shows the love I have for him and that I am never going to treat him like my mother treated me or my grandchildren. I also tell him I love him...
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    Wonder Why I Am Here

    Sorry everyone I just need a few days thanks for your replies Sorry
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    Wonder Why I Am Here

    Do you ever just wonder if you just haven't got what it takes to be on this planet for a long time. That you just screw everything up around you and make such a shit job of stuff, that you think what am I doing here. You just go from one big screw up to the next and your just not good at...
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    What Did You Want To Be When You Grew Up?

    i wanted to be a sign writer or an architect. At school my tech drawing teacher was old and very sleazy and their was only one other girl in my class. I never got to be an architect or a sign writer
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    My Friend And Neighbour Just Died

    Thank you everyone, I've just woken up. Will I should say got up as not a lot of sleep happened. I was the last one to talk to her and I know she felt safe. She didn't realise what was happening, I just feel numb really going through the motions. When my mum died I didn't feel like this I...
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    Drowning

    Simon, I would come all the way over there to help you, please know that I am thinking of you. I feel so many of the same things. I'm sorry you are not in a good place. Just remember lots of us are thinking of you. Please take care Sammy
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    My Friend And Neighbour Just Died

    It's times like this that just make you think, my friend and neighbour just died a couple of hours ago. I was with her and told her she was going to be ok. Now she is not here any more. Life just can go so fast and unexpected I cannot believe she is not here anymore.
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    Relationship Ptsd Sufferers Who Have Cheated On Their Partners, I Have Questions For You...

    @Whispering_Truth I have a mental health problem but I am certainly not insecure in my marriage. I have been married for 30 years, I have never been unfaithful ever to my husband. I think making wide assumptions about women is very demeaning and that is such a huge problem. Men like...
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    Ways To Head Off A Flashback Or Dissociation?

    I'm really sorry @digger, I'm the same exactly just the thought of tests freaks me out. It is a huge trigger for me as well. Everyday it triggers me even if Im not waiting for test results. Have you got any friends to talk to, to help you through it ? The only way I try, is to think it's...
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    Come On Everyone Please Read

    We have approached the half way mark in the year for the donation total, so it would be great to be at the 50% mark to match the monthly total, otherwise we will have to try and have a big push at the end of the year when everyone is busy and money is tight as its getting close to Christmas...
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    My Mum Is Back In Hospital

    How is she today ? I hope you are all doing a bit better. I'm thinking of you and sending you good thoughts. Sammy
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    My Mum Is Back In Hospital

    I'm so sorry Macbeth I hope she will be ok. Pm me if you want to talk. Sammy
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    I Got My Ex-boyfriend Fired Deliberately

    Two wrongs never make a right
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    Question About Therapy And A Book

    Hi sorry can I sound really stupid but what's an e therapist ?
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    My Husband Had A Heart Attack On Saturday

    Hodge I'm so sorry all this has happened, my friend just had four put in at age 43, he was very lucky walked into the docs and said I think I'm having a heart attack. Talk about alarm bells ringing. My mum had one also. Now days isn't it amazing what they can do. He will have the best or...
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    Adoption

    Wow, amazing congrulations on your new arrival. I hope you are feeling a bit better now. Take your time to make any decisions, just enjoy your new baby boy. You deserve to just have a rest and take care of both of you for a few days.
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    Second Degree Black Belt

    Congratulations, well done. I have my first dan but haven't done it for about ten years now. My daughter is 2nd Dan and loves it. It makes it even more rewarding when you have to go through all what you have to achieve your goals. Third dan is not far away now !!!!
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    Sufferer Hey I'm Pixie!

    There is only a very few kiwis on here maybe 6 at a guess. Maybe more that don't post anymore but we are very rare around here.
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    Sufferer Hey I'm Pixie!

    Hi Pixie, Welcome to the forum. From one kiwi to another ! Sammy
  21. Sammyiam

    My Mate Bob - What Did I Ever Do Before Him?

    Just make sure Bob doesn't suck up the dogs :p
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    My Husband Just Told Me He's Leaving Me

    I'm sorry for what you are going through. You will have huge mood swings from wanting to scream at him to feeling sorry for him. Like your therapist said the more you can make it neutral and just get through things the better. From my own past sexual abuse I have always tried to get through...
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    Not Meant To Rehash

    I have a homemade chocolate recipe that was my grandmothers, it would be 100 years old, and its yummy as, here it is ..... See you can send chocolate through the Internet. You just have to think outside the square :p Warning can be very addictive ! 5 ozs kremelta 1 Cup of icing sugar 3...
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    We Are Going To Be Grandparents

    Congratulations, My grandson is the greatest thing that has ever happened to us, we love him so much, and the joy he has brought to our lives is amazing. It will be one of the greatest things to ever happen to you both. I am so pleased for you all.
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    She Is Gone

    That's so hard I am so sorry that has happened to a lady in pain, she mush have gone through so much to get to that point. The point we have all felt at some time in our life. Please take care of yourself at this time. It is such a terrible thing to get to that point, a point we have so often...
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