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I did up until that comment. That's kind of what i was thinking as well but I'm not sure how to feel about it. I am the one dealing with PTSD, anxiety, and depression but she desks with depression and anxiety as well. We had been each other's biggest supporters. I did want here back up until...

So after a lengthy discussion with my estranged wife last night about wether we are going to try and work things out or not, she told me not right now. She then told me that it wasn't out of the question but could be 3months or 3 years from now. I told her that I can't live my life in limbo...

So my wife and I seperated a little over a month ago. When we first split it was on the grounds that once i got my head cleared and was in a better place, I would come home and we would start working us. Well I've been way better for about 2 weeks now, between counseling and new meds, and all...

I hadn't until now. I'm at a point where I just really think that my only option is to propose a trial seperation. I just can't deal with all of my other stress while dealing with the stress she adds everyday.

I am honestly startinf to think that the only reason she stays is because I habe a full time job that pays all of the bills and supports her spending habits while she is in school. My plan has been to stick things out until she got done in school next March so that we may finally be on equal...

I inderstand what you are saying. I have no intention of opening this can of worms until after I talk to my therapist on Monday. We had already seperated once before and seeing my kids isn't an issue. I don't feel that a court order won't be needed, at first. as we can civilly work things out...

Thank you Friday. These are all very valid points and will be taken to heart and applied.

Will someone please read this before I tell my wife all of this tomorrow and let me know if it at least makes sense. Andrea, First I just need you to listen to everything I have to say and then we will talk. Andrea my love for you comes 2nd only to the kids. Because of that I have tried to...

Thank you bpth for the input. I have also talked to a close friend about this. I think right now, what wpuld be best for ME, is to get some space for a while. Just giving both of us a break. I truly know that if stay the course I'm on now I'm just going to be in a bigger wprld of pain and...

So over the last few days I've noticed that the majority of my anxiety is a result of my wife. It's so bad that i don't even want to go home anymore but I do because of our children. I'm just at a point where i feel like I'm stuck in a toxic relationship. No don't get me wrong, I love my wife...

So thus most is mostly depression related but also fits with anxiety and panic attacks and probably a ton of other posts. I also deal with C-PTSD because of being a police officer. Anyways, so I'm gonna jump back to June of last year. I fell and messed my ankle up pretty badly. It kept from...

Unfortunately I have to go through my department's EAP for all of this. Thankfully, I have used their counseling services for almost year and none of that is reported back. I am sure though that any type of report from a psychologist would more than likely get placed in my file. So right now I'm...

I don't even know where to start with this one. If you don't know I am a Police Officer and have been for 6 years. Just last year I was diagnosed with PTSD and high levels of anxiety to go along with depression that I have dealt with most of my life. Well in June I suffered an ankle injury...

It's been a rough few weeks for me. I'm not sleeping at all, my job has been absolute hell and home hasn't been my h better. Oh and I don't think my depression meds are helping anymore but more on that later. I'm use to not sleeping. I haven't had a good night's sleep in over 10 years. I've...

My biggest problem is being so damn tired but not being able to sleep and when I do sleep it's not good sleep.

Thank you Lost

Thank you Lillie

I feel like my life is falling apart all over again. I feel like everything that I do goes unnoticed over and over again. I feel like some days it would be better if I wasn’t around or just gone completely. I’m tired of always striving for greatness but being rejected. I’m tired of feeling alone...

Thank you Friday. That really puts it into perspective for me. I actually felt a lot better about yesterday after meeting the probe officer that I will be training. I think Getting back to the basics for his sake, it's going to help put my mind to ease.

So I found out this morning that I will be training a Police Recruit that just graduated yesterday. I knew that this would come eventually when I volunteered to be a Field Training Officer nearly 2 years ago. The issue now is that I'm so aware of my own issues and struggles, that I'm afraid of...

Oh where to begin. Let me begin with my diagnoses, PTSD, chronic depression, major panic/anxiety issues and possibly some of dissociative disorder. Anyway, about my self, I'm 32, about to be 33 lol, I've been married for 4 years, together for 7. I have 2 amazing children, that if not for them I...