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What I mean by a sense of "inner peace" is an emotional state characterized by peace, tranquility, bliss, euphoria, solitude, and freedom to contemplate or think about anything one desires without the surroundings causing one to feel uncomfortable while ruminating. I have autism and C-PTSD. Loud...

I really like the feeling of being stoned, I just don't like the anxiety that comes with it.

Extremely comfortable cardboard box bed in a shed. Favorite time period?

I had eating disorder symptoms as young as age 9 (2015) but my anorexia really did blossom by the age of 14 years (2020) when I was diagnosed with anorexia nervosa. In December 2022 (bear in mind I was very underweight at the time and eating 1200-1500 calories a day) I started getting...

I fear I will get into trouble and my parents will tell me off/ inflict punishment if they find out I've been smoking cannabis. I feel so ashamed to state this, but my only way of getting stoned is smoking joints I find on the floor. I'm too socially awkward to find dealers and even if I did...

At 5.35pm I smoked a joint that had a weird chemical taste and since then I have been finding it harder to breathe, I feel this burning sensation in my nose, I have a headache, I have pain in my chest and my neck, and my heart rate is slower. Will I be okay? I feel so stupid and cowardly just by...

I don't have many friends, other than a very close relationship with my brother and my psychologist. I have a long history of being bullied, and many people on Reddit believe I'm stupid and childish (e.g. comments such as "This was made by a child" or "OP is an 8-year-old"). Since the age of 13...

I've been smoking pot on a regular basis (ranging from every day to every week) since March 2023 and now every time I get stoned I start panicking that I am dying. I feel a sense of impending doom, I become more paranoid, and I find it harder to breathe. I still smoke anyway because I love the...

Yes, I have been diagnosed with CPTSD, however, I've been having these dreams all my life, before I was diagnosed and even before anything traumatic happened.

I worry that my eyes are too close to each other, my nose is too small, my eyebrows are too thin and that my face is too fat and round.

For as long as I can remember I've had dreams about evil robots that inflict harm on humans, including the act of somehow causing organic matter to transform into some sort of robotic, non-organic material. The earliest of which I remember at age 4 (in 2010), before anything traumatic happened...

I just feel rather disconnected. I smoked a joint at 5.30pm, I believe the effect died out by 7.15pm but I could be wrong, and while I was preparing and eating dinner I got into a fight with my annoying younger sister which made me sad and angry. I went for a walk at 7.50pm and smoked a...

Yorkie chocolate bar and a hot cross bun.