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Well. I think you should let it go and deny these things that the world conditions us by. Its very common and actually brings people into a self obsession when they try to convince us we need to forgive ourselves and learn to love ourselves. Listen to the word,'forgive" really carefully. The...

@PandaBear12212 With all do respect and trying to empathize with you and what you are striving to seek. I believe I am the only one who really gave you full detail and my own experiences of dissociation and the differences, likenesses and it being linked to my PTSD. Which I experienced...

I completely agree with you on this. I am not sure who you were responding to. I am just replying because your comment came after mine. I just want to give you reassurance and confirm I agree with you and did not imply or intend it is a personality disorder. Though it is coded as itself as a...

Responding to the original post thread. It is true there is no code for C-PTSD in the DSM-V. There are some Psychiatrists who have given the diagnosis. As I have seen interviews with Psychiatrists of the Psychiatric Association with their clients. You can look them up on line and easily find...

I don't know the particular cause if there was even any. For me I can get panic attacks for different reasons, and some unknown. I could even be perfectly calm and comfortable and my anxieties shoot really high, without anything noticeable to trigger it. I think I may be mixing anxieties and...

My trigger panic attacks. ( I am not sure how to put it, or separate it, or describe it.) Maybe it should be described as day-terrors. I think I have described it similarly on other posts under different questions. ...but I just got through one. As I have slightly described before; its like a...

I have been with my PTSD "T" for over a year now. He is male; so I kept some things from him and tried to seek out a woman, T. That did not work out so well. I tried to seek out another woman, and that search did not go so well. I went to go seek out another woman and found a program, and I...

My PTSD feels like I have a horrible monster living inside me. It gets out sometimes, and rips apart my insides scratching at the wall of my body inside, bringing me into its mind of the horror inside itself. People come to my cage and cannot see me, the cage or the monster. They are so far...

Though at this time I had PTSD from current abuses. I wound up reaching out for help in my church. They turned out to be an abusive cult like church. They actually attacked me for suffering. Going through all of this. I had a past trauma of being kidnapped & r*p* when I was 14. I believed I was...

My experience is: I believe P.T.S.D works a lot like average physical injuries. It all depends on the trauma to the person. Though injuries heal; Evidence of the injury may remain, but not be painful. Some injuries may not heal correctly, and have continual painful effects.Some may also depend...

@atthree Thanks for the video. Yea fitting. You actually had me laughing. All I could do was smile. I could actually picture me saying this to you, and you just burst out with energy like that and start singing that. LOL. Of course I'm not going to take it as a literal demon...but I can see the...

I am not sure under what title to put this exactly. I guess it could be under panic attacks. I know what panic attacks are. It just seems a little off from panic attacks. Being that I have had different experiences with what happens with panic attacks without screaming. So this is why I do not...

Yea I would say that to. I have isolated myself because of that. After hearing hundreds of these insults for being in pain and having PTSD it does that. People could say you do not have to tell people and keep it to yourself. Which is another insult. I mean. I don't go out and throw it in...

Just want to say those would be my words at times also. I do say that and think that many times. A while back ago I came to the thought that its not that I really want to die. Its just that I want to die to the pain. I want to die to the world I live in. I have to remind myself. Its not that I...

NO! My spouse got away with everything he did. Police even signed complaints against him once. He would hide the mail and tell me they dropped them because I was crazy. Is what he would say. One of his best friends was a lawyer. He would tell them I was mentally ill and crazy and he would get...

I used to cry quietly. I wouldn't say it was silent per-say. Maybe sometimes. Since a certain trauma about 8 yrs ago. I went into a shock and I just started crying loudly and screaming. I cry just about almost everyday for about 8 yrs. It just forced its way out like that after subsiding from...

That was hard to answer. I think its missing a choice of a couple to a few times. It jumps from once, to many times. Reading it again...I guess your asking the question of an actual attempt of taking action to do it. ...and it relating to PTSD. (My thoughts are most people who attempt suicide...

I have a few permanent injuries from abuse. From a r*p*/kidnapping. I have a scar under my chin. Sometimes I do forget about it. I do not know how exactly it got there. My chin was cut at the time. I was passed out at the time. When I am triggered though by the incident. I actually dig at it. It...

I believe that exercise is good for PTSD. I used to get out and exercise. Not systematically, but walking around town causally going to certain points and keeping in contact with people, getting at least a mile worth of walking in and make sure I am not isolated. Then I went through more traumas...

Yes! Sometimes. I like watching the news because I like knowing about people and what is going on in the world, good or bad. ...but sometimes I cannot. I can get really grieved by it and also get triggered from some things, that can send me into a nightmare.

YES, YES and....YES!!! I heard a couple on that list as well. How about these: ( These are the things/LIES people have said to me. I doubt I can list them all.) 1) Your are only hurting because you haven't forgiven them. 2) You allow yourself to be hurt. 3) You have or got PTSD, because only...

I have a male therapist. I tried to seek out a female P.T.S.D specialist. It did not work out. The therapist I have now I feel very restricted, even though things were revealed to him recently I did not want to because he is a male. Been seeing him over a year and we have gotten no where. It...

Way to much for me. I used to think nothing anybody does is going to change that. I have had extreme things happen to me for caring. Got really burnt. At the the time it didn't change anything. ...but it did get chizzled(sp?) at over the years. So if it still hurts just as much for caring to not...

I am roughly estimating about 50-100 throughout my life. Its hard to measure some. I put 50-100 because I was abandoned and I can't measure that. When you find out your abandoned. Your abandoned everyday. Especially if its confusing and you don't know what is going on, and your abandoned and...

I reside in Vineland, New Jersey. Yes the place where Welches grape juice was founded. Diagnosed with severe P.T.S.D, for about 8 yrs now. A couple diagnosis with acute stress. I have suffered cult abuse/ cult targeted, rape, kidnapping, abandonment, spouse abuse/domestic violence, bodily...