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Snowwhite , I don't believe there's a thing as an attention seeker. Some people use attention to get what they need. Perhaos this is what you have done? Attention isn't a bad thing unless its excessive but that's like most things in general too much of as good thing can be a bad thing. Attention...

You wont need luck lovely! Let me know how your first day goes! :D

I totally agree with you. I have a hard time believing I had Complex PTSD as well. It does explain my life however it doesnt stop me from keeping on searching for what is wrong with me. what makes you think you are attention seeking?

I have thought of hurting people who have hurt me, in fact I have thought about killing them and gone through how I would kill them . Still trying to deal with that. I have had urges to go and burn their house and wreck their cars. I actually was looking at hiring personal investigators to find...

I agree with Ayesha and Violetclouds. Stress causes periods to be late. The more you worry the later it is. However get yourself tested by a doctor. And I too think you aren't responsible for what happened to you. It was their actions not yours. I am sorry to hear this but I believe you will...

I have this too, I become really attached too quickly and want to spend all my time with them, I have been told I scare them away. All my relationships have been like that.

Interesting, its hard to say, I think possibly the life style as the banker could take her out to places and go on days out etc. If this was the case, wouldn't she be happy with nick if he loved her?

oohhhh thats good! Have you ever published any of your work? Oh wow I'm jealous you grew you grew up with them! I studied a year and a bit of a equine course so I have done little on training.

Brilliant news :D Congrats on getting the job!

wow, which method? I was studying horses in my Univeristy! :D Love them to bits. Want to understand them more. You write poems often?

Really happy your interview went well! Let me know if you get the job :)

I think I understand, and I think I did that when I went to the Doctors. I just removed myself when I spoke about sex, it scared me thinking about it in the waiting room. I just stared at the drawers at the back of the room and spoke about the topic. I consciously made myself do that otherwise...

Good luck! I'm sure you'll be just fine! I love crafting too :)

@Cherokee This really did catch my attention. I remember writing " I just want to be free" in my diary. I kept religiously or 3 months then just dropped it. I think its weird how I imagine being free is like flying or running. Random question, your profile picture is of a horse/pony. Is that...

@Radise It's nice you have your own style. I know the feeling of not wanting people to stare. I get stared at too. Its so annoying I just stare at the floor when I walk around. I also run the risk of walking into things or people. Have you tried to think that no one will notice you when you go...

@shinigamidn is that where its joint hypermobility?

I could do, I have three cats but I have no idea where a dog would live. i used ti have a hamster but she died.

My Dr is specialised in psychological trauma

I am matching up with some of the symptoms, my mum said the doctor has told me I have a personality disorder. I just couldn't remember. I don't think he is giving me enough support. I try not to do self diagnosis as it can be dangerous. Thank you @Anarchy I will let you know.

@Anarchy I do feel empty, and I know I give black and white opinions I think in terms of black and white to. I've been told I'm impulsive. I've only had sex with males. I've asked my mum and she doesn't know if my opinions are black and white or if they change rapidly. But I do know my mood...

@anthony Thank you, I can't help beating myself up, I always care about what others think of me. Like if my writing upsets them or annoys them I feel quite bad.

@GWhizz Sorry I never explain myself correctly or logically. My GP referred me to another GP that has specialised in mental health. I was at university and this Doctor said I needed to leave. He based the diagnosis on my state of mind, reckless behaviours, suicidal attempts.I left university in...

I will have a good read later :) haha calling him a quack now :) good nickname for him. Thank you for all your help :)

@Philippa yeah we both wanted sex, both consented. and safe sex too, @Tanishq Thank you for your kind words. @Kas_Can_Fly Its interesting that you say yours is non existant when not well. I've never really had sex because i initiated it but because my partner wanted it. I'm looking...

@Solara He has helped me slightly i'm not as erratic as I was. But both my parents and my Dr think sex is for a relationship and I didnt see any harm. It was a few one night stands after clubbing and I wanted more but i think that was where my mind was at the time. I didn't see anything wrong...