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    I know i'm a terrible person for thinking this...

    I connect with everything you wrote and my words are like yours. This is very well written by you. Once my trauma therapist told me when I was talking to her about exactly the same "it's for you to understand that they don't understand you" This sentence helped me to cope with my frustiration...
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    MVA Fatal Car Accident Survivors. Life Change?

    I survived a fatal car accident 31 years ago, I was a passenger in a car along with my teenage boyfriend (driver) and two of his best friends, we were all 17 years old, The accident was the worst case scenario cause it was in the middle of the night, in the countryside and not a car or a...
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    MVA Fatal Car Accident...saw Driver Killed...i'm Traumatized

    I survived a fatal car accident 31 years ago, I was a passenger in a car along with my teenage boyfriend (driver) and two of his best friends, we were all 17 years old, The accident was the worst case scenario cause it was in the middle of the night, in the countryside and not a car or a...
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    I´m In Trouble And It´s Happening Now- Live!

    I definitely didn´t make this post clear enough cause you all get just a part of it not the main point of it, I have to write the whole story to make it understandable, I get it now, but I´m not doing that maybe someday I will and I can´t explain it in a reply either without making it even more...
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    I´m In Trouble And It´s Happening Now- Live!

    This is a good point from you and I will keep that in my mind if or when I post here. Thank you :-)
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    I´m In Trouble And It´s Happening Now- Live!

    Ok, I´m trying to see it like this and take it the right way, your reply now made it better. I´m as shaky as a person can get with tons and tons of PTSD related symptoms affecting every single area in my so called life and PTSD have literally ruined my life and I mean that in the strongest sense...
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    I´m In Trouble And It´s Happening Now- Live!

    I just thought I was making myself clear enough, but I clearly wasn´t and my insecurity is at its highest level now, but it doesn´t take much to shoot it up, this thread did it and isn´t that just typical of PTSD person feel. Now I know and you know that there is nothing rational about this...
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    I´m In Trouble And It´s Happening Now- Live!

    Yes, but perhaps this is hard to get I skipped explaining the nature of this temptation to make my post shorter, but it appeared to me in a form of a Facebook message that I have begun acting on (meaning, replied to) and by doing that I´ve begun the road to trouble (self destructive behaviour)...
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    I´m In Trouble And It´s Happening Now- Live!

    Looking for,if I knew that, no I´m just telling my thing in hope someone relates , to get it off my shoulder, to make more time for me to do the right thing cause while writing this gives me time to think things over. I´m not asking for anything in this post I´ve done that in another post here...
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    I´m In Trouble And It´s Happening Now- Live!

    Here I go again, just now I´ve been doing stuff I shouldn´t be doing! Now I´m in a situation that I´ve been in so many times before, I´ve seen this in all shapes and forms and acting on it means one thing and one thing only and that is trouble, BIG TROUBLE, you know this dear reader of this...
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    Marijuana

    It helps me as well sometime and I can concentrate better when under the influence of it but I don´t do it often. I don´t care what it does to my lungs and etc. I would rather choose to feel better and live a shorter life than to be miserable all the time and live longer.
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    Does Someone Relate? Reaching Out For Someone

    Thank you for the link it was very informative reading for me.
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    Does Someone Relate? Reaching Out For Someone

    The photo attached describes me pretty well but I found this pic here.
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    Does Someone Relate? Reaching Out For Someone

    Since I found this site about a month ago, I´ve been discovering and getting answers to questions I´ve been asking myself for many years. This website is a goldmine in my case. I´ve had both good and bad feelings since coming here and I need to know from someone if this is something that...
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    MVA Horrific Fatal Car Accident

    I am not seeing any therapist now but I was but that was long time ago and it didn´t help me because PTSD wasn´t knowned back then. After I signed up here I have been learning so much more about this then I ever have and I am discovering things about myself and my behaviour in the past and...
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    Want My Independence Back!

    I am the same and I have the same fear of losing him and then I am left alone unable to be on my own and I often feel like I´m his child not his wife. I hate this role so much but I am stuck in it.
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    MVA Horrific Fatal Car Accident

    I was a passenger in my boyfriend's car along with us were three of his friends, we were just driving to visit friends who had decided to camp in the countryside overnight. We were all 17yrs old (I´m 47 today). On our way back everything was normal until all of a sudden the car drove a little...
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    Sufferer Reaching Out

    Hi all. I´m 47 year old women with complex PTSD disorder related to several different iincidents like loosing my father at the age of 11 in a horrible sea accident and 6 years later being in a fatal car accident with my friends and being the only one with awareness at the scene of the accident...
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