I´m In Trouble And It´s Happening Now- Live!

[Ronin]

Hello, @Lifalif, welcome.

So if I understand right, you have responded to a facebook message to someone regarding something that isn't a healthy behavior for you either way, and are now worried how things will go from there, is that correct?

And you're beating yourself over being too impulsive / reckless, despite knowing where that leads, and the impulsivity being a part of your mental health issues?

Well, first off, I'd relax. A message is just that. A message. How it will be received can be miles away from how it's intended, and how it will be acted on? Depends on so many factors that are hard to predict. Things may be moving, but that doesn't mean they're moving in the directions you fear them going. Or that you can't withdraw from them.

 

[Lifalif]

I definitely didn´t make this post clear enough cause you all get just a part of it not the main point of it, I have to write the whole story to make it understandable, I get it now, but I´m not doing that maybe someday I will and I can´t explain it in a reply either without making it even more confusing so I say forget the starter post I wrote here, I´ve learned a good lesson though about writing and also writing for people like me with PTSD that is important to keep in mind I know that now.
But I also want to say this because it´s in my mind and that is how amazed I am that there are so many like me here in this world, I thought I was the only one, I swear I did I´ve never met anyone that is this way and now all of a sudden I´m surrounded by people living their life in a very similar strange kind of way as I am and sometimes it´s so much alike that it´s shocking.
I can´t stop thinking about this new found fact in my life and it´s so unbelievable and so amazing.
thougt I was the only one, I´ve never met anyone that is this way and now all of a sudden I´m surrounded by people living their life in a very simulare strange kind of way as I am and sometime it´s so much a like and

 

[scout86]

I'm hoping you're ok. Sometimes I think Facebook causes more problems than it solves!

Yes, you have lots of company here and nearly everyone understands how easy it can be, at times, to make a choice that SEEMS like a solution to something when it actually isn't.

 

[The Albatross]

Hope you made a beneficial choice.

 

[bobalog]

Here I go again, just now I´ve been doing stuff I shouldn´t be doing!

Now I´m in a situation that I...

i read your post and the thread and what a waste of time. suggestion? cut the crap and get some fresh air. you are inventing a "drama" from the internet. life is abundant with REALITIES. bye.