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  1. XXbabydollXX

    Childhood New member, need to talk to someone. Childhood sexual abuse, body memories, feeling disgusted

    I just have a lingering feeling in the back of my mind thinking a guy would try to grope me if they walk behind me. So I always move away when I’m in a tight corner where any guy has to pass by me. Am I crazy?
  2. XXbabydollXX

    Childhood My father and I used to french kiss and I wonder if there may be more? It's hard to focus and I feel really alone

    I believe he definitely abused you. The spanking thing sounds like some of the f*cked up shit that was done to me. As a kid I would have accidents and do things with toys that kids shouldn’t be doing. I’m open to talk with u if you want to. I’m 19 btw.
  3. XXbabydollXX

    Childhood Repressed memories of CSA?

    Yes it’s totally possible. I was sexually abused as a child ( i don’t remember every situation I only remember 1 or 2 of them I’m sure there were more but most of that time frame was and still is somewhat cloudy) aswell but my brain blocked it out up until I was 16 or 17 and I began to have...
  4. XXbabydollXX

    Childhood New member, need to talk to someone. Childhood sexual abuse, body memories, feeling disgusted

    Hello love I was sexually and emotionally abused as a child and I was forced to visit with him (he doesn’t get to be called a father he is only a sperm donor to me) from I believe 9 to 16 then I was able to get away. I was able due to the court to leave because I was close to adulthood. I had...
  5. XXbabydollXX

    Childhood The narc sperm donor tries to force contact?

    I'm 17 and have nothing to do with the sperm donor. He sexually abused me as s kid and emotionally abused me through visitation as a young teen. ( sperm donor divorced my mom) this week he and his narc shitbag girlfriend went to court to get custody of my siblings. The shit bag looked at my...
  6. XXbabydollXX

    Childhood For Those Who Experienced Neglect And Abuse Growing Up: How Hard Was The Transition To Adulthood?

    What do you mean call me a liar df? In my earlier post I said sexually abuse. Auto correct did that to my post
  7. XXbabydollXX

    Childhood Separating From Family Of Origin

    I left my Narc speak donor f*ck them
  8. XXbabydollXX

    Childhood Weird Sensation In Genitals - Body Memory?

    I hate that shit. Once I went to sleep and I felt something entering my vagina. The shit feels weird asf. It makes my question if my speed donor ever tried to rape me because the only memory I have is fingering. I want to vomit
  9. XXbabydollXX

    Childhood For Those Who Experienced Neglect And Abuse Growing Up: How Hard Was The Transition To Adulthood?

    I'm getting ready to be 18 soon. My sermon donor muse u ally abused me as a child I now have no contact with shit bag. I'm going to go to get a associates degree in what I love rather than be a doctor like he wanted. My life is mine to live,
  10. XXbabydollXX

    Childhood Does anyone else feel powerless?

    I feel powerless because I only remember one memory all of the others are repressed. I know more went on
  11. XXbabydollXX

    Childhood What Effects Did You Child Sexual Abuse/ Incest Have On You?

    Your welcome. I still can't accept it though.. if I think about it I want to self harm so I distract myself and push it into the back of my mind instead of thinking about it.
  12. XXbabydollXX

    Childhood What Effects Did You Child Sexual Abuse/ Incest Have On You?

    Thanks. I'm going to wait a few months till I turn 18 and then go to a therapist because I don't want to ask my mom about it.
  13. XXbabydollXX

    Childhood What Effects Did You Child Sexual Abuse/ Incest Have On You?

    I know I need one I'm gonna be 18 soon I'm out of the situation I would rather wait till then to go a therapist so I don't have to ask my mom and talk about it.
  14. XXbabydollXX

    Childhood I Remember Something New And I'm Scared And Worried

    They might not be able to tell. I'm sorry about what happened to you.Sending ❤️Love. God Bless
  15. XXbabydollXX

    Childhood What Does This Dream Mean?

    I think it's because as a kid he sexually abused me in my sleep
  16. XXbabydollXX

    Childhood What Does This Dream Mean?

    hi! My father molested my as a young child. If you want to read my story go to my profile. I had a dream a few days ago and in my dream I was sleeping as a little girl and someone came into my room and I felt something penetrate me in my vagina. I don't understand what does that dream mean. Was...
  17. XXbabydollXX

    Childhood Stepdad Still Contols My Life

    I have a narc sperm donor who abused me like that as a kid. I left and I am still dealing with my psych abuse and sexual abuse. I'm happy to be independent. I still feel shitty though.
  18. XXbabydollXX

    Undiagnosed Hello I Suppose

    That are awesome! Do u like rap music and rnb? Aaliyah and Tupac are bomb.
  19. XXbabydollXX

    Childhood What Effects Did You Child Sexual Abuse/ Incest Have On You?

    In EMDR therapy can you retreive memories?
  20. XXbabydollXX

    Childhood What Effects Did You Child Sexual Abuse/ Incest Have On You?

    What is CBT and CMDR? My mother separated from him and went to the police. I'm sorry about what your mother did. DO still have contact with her?:hug:
  21. XXbabydollXX

    Childhood What Effects Did You Child Sexual Abuse/ Incest Have On You?

    I'm scared to get one. I feel like in therapy I will have to relieve everything again
  22. XXbabydollXX

    Undiagnosed Hello I Suppose

    Hi you seem really cool. I'm a teen girl too. I love all genres but rock is my favorite. I love the band pierce the veil and Skillet. We should talk
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