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    Sexual Assault Has anyone ever confronted their past abuser?

    I used to get drunk and then seek out closure from my pst abusers all I can say is AWFUL IDEA. The abusive person will never admit to what they did they will blame you and tell you you’re crazy and then they will tell you 4 different versions of what happened in the same sitting. They will try...
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    Sexual Assault I feel like i’m melting and i’m really scared

    ive had multiple traumas happen to me regarding sexual assault rape and abuse the most traumatizing one being a relationship I was in from 14 to 18 on and off. the grooming happened when I was 13 and the worst of the abuse was when I was 17-18. He sexually bullied me with other guys in the 8th...
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    Something Set Me Over The Edge At Work, How Do I Recover?

    Thank you everyone. I just feel it was a slip up because I always feel like I'm over exaggerating or being too sensitive I wish I could just blow it off. I feel weak and I feel like everyone at work saw me as weak and dramatic I know I'm probably projecting what I feel about myself onto others...
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    Something Set Me Over The Edge At Work, How Do I Recover?

    Sometimes I'm afraid of therapy because I'm terrified of what emotions it's going to unleash I'm afraid of being an emotional unstable mess. Sometimes I just think it would be easier going on the way I've always gone on, it's all I've known for my adult life and some of my teen years. I had a...
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    Sudden Feeling Like I've Died

    What is that feeling. I feel exactly that, it's in my nature to know why. If anyone can give me any insight I would love it . It's just so new
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    Suddenly Every Sound Is Super Loud And Super Clear

    I don't know why since I am kind of hard of hearing for a 28 year old, I just hear fuzz sometimes, no real words, I think it had to do with a lot of loud music and no protection. Anyways...sometimes and not all the time, I'll be alone and hear a sound and it sounds so loud and so bad I think...
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    Sudden Feeling Like I've Died

    This is exactly what I feel! Every day it happens. Do you have any insight as to what causes it? I just feel like it's magical thinking on my part but I know it probably holds something deeper.
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    Sudden Feeling Like I've Died

    This is very scary to me especially because it is a very recent thing. Sometimes when I am driving mostly, I get this weird feeling like I've just crashed or went off a mountain but I don't know it yet and I'm already dead, but I don't know I'm dead yet either. I get this unreal feeling like...
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    I Can't Have Sex Anymore

    From the beginning of our relationship I was pretty honest with my trauma and what I had been through, kind of gave him the meat of the situation and then thru out the years I leaked out more details. But our sex life was ok the first couple years, then I started to put two and two together once...
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    I Can't Have Sex Anymore

    hey everyone. I am a long time sufferer of sexual abuse rape and domestic violence all going on for a span of 10 years with many different abusers and culprits, I don't feel like going into detail. Some lasted longer then others. I have been in a great relationship for 5 years with my loving...
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    Death And Anxiety

    Whenever a death happens whether in the family or someone close to you happens do you ever become extremely anxious that others you love wil die in horrible accidents? I can't help but be surrounded by darkness and anxiety. My cousin just died from drugs and just like clock work shortly after I...
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    Sexual Assault What I Feel As A Rape Victim

    I am finally feeling anger for what happened to me. I am angry at what these "men" took away from me I am angry at myself and my circumstances ....I am angry because there is a person I have lost. I am confused Sometimes I feel likes it is wrong and I'm an over exaggerating dramatic bitch and...
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    Undiagnosed New And Ready To Be Better

    Hello everyone. I am a 28 year old women who is finally coming to terms with a lot of crazy and traumatic events that have shaped my life. I never realized that they were bad maybe it's part brainwashing from past abusers or maybe it's part that I come from a town and a family that likes to...
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