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I keep waking up with terrible anxiety like im already in a panic, my body hurting soaked from sweat. Not every time, but sometimes i remember nightmares. They seem to be getting more vivid. Im trying my best to deal with it, but i feel so scared sometimes , other times i feel so embarresed i...

I think the reason i have hars time falling asleep is cause i grew used to a bed intruder almost nightly, so i would lay awake in bed till i would pass out

Not really on meds just pain meds and a few vitamins, i just started therapy so ive only had one appointment, did my best to sum up things but really cant on why im there. Going again tomorow, really dont want to, but i guess i have to, i dont know what to expext ,just hoping the effort im...

You made a very interesting point . You said premonition, i have had a few premonition or precognitive dreams, knowing things ahead of time can be very distressing, im not sure if its signs or visions from god or something else. They say its not a premotion untill it comes true Opse pressed...

I understand how your feeling, i often come around to those thoughts of seeing no future or oppurtunity to have those things you mentioned. Seems like those thoughts of death come naturally when you see no way to attain the things you want. Certain bugs or incects will die if left in a container...

I remember the watching the original batman very young, and the joker products commercial always stuck in my mind, sneeking suspicion it was real,

Im sorry you are having these nightmares. I get a few recurring nightmares also, not as vivid but they seem to progress over time. Im not sure if it depends on belief system, but if you believe in jesus and can remember in the dream to call out for him it may wake you up. I dont always remember...

Im sure im probably late, im having the same issues but try to get in to the doctor, try and fight that fear ,just get to the doctor, keep trying

Yes i believe and found evidence of it in my life, there is a book i found that is a compilation of over thirty years research , really the best and most information ive found on it in one place, the book is nearly six hundred pages. I havnt finished it yet because it is triggering. I would...

I had a terrible flashback maybe a month or so ago and my anxiety has been so much worse ever since, it comes and goes but when it comes im not sure what to do with myself. I almost thought i wouldnt ever have visual flashbacks because i think it only happened once before and it was super...

Thank you joey, encouragment is always appreciated , it is hard to get to the point of asking for help, it feels like a defeat but it helps to hear that it has improved your quality of life which is what we really need. Its funny they tell me it will take a while like six months to get a...

now that im in the process of applying for assistance weather, its supplemental income or disability, im realizing that the main issue is most likely mental illness. Maybe it was denial but for some reason i didnt think of depression or ptsd as a illness or disease. I did have multiple bouts...

absolutely, it does take a long time to figure these things out. I really feel i stumbled on it. I was researching something that i didn't realise would trigger, i hadn't really been triggered much, at least to my knowledge, and wasn't researching my own memory, just happened to come across some...

It may not be the case, but you may want to look at a list of known triggers for mind control. Its possible you could find one that rings a bell. What i found from research is there are a good number of trigger words,phrases and particular songs that were used as specific triggers. I realize...

I didn't notice the date either, but its still relevant to people today

I understand how you feel but im happy for you, i really need to do this but feel like it will be so hard getting what i need to be approved, i just started seeing a doctor cause i avoided it my whole life, now it feels like a necessity and i waited too long, how wad the process, what did you do

Yes, i have had body memory and vague pictures for years, just recently getting flashbacks and dreams are more vivid. I guess it takes time for those things to surface

I tried my best to describe what was going on to my mom, Im not sure how old i was but it was going on at the time. Her response was that she would talk to him, i was never sure how to take that, was she suggesting i was lying or did she think telling him to stop that he wouldn't actually...

I have partial memories also, I think it is common to disassociate especially during painful traumatic events. I have memories from maybe two or three and up, i usually remember how it starts, or bits in the middle. Maybe i remember more than im willing to admit. either way its hard

I had recently told a friend about a incident with her older brother, it did bring up those feelings again so its understandable you were upset and feeling sick. But it's great you told her, its a good step forward

Well, i think you shouldn't feel obligated to answer, maybe try setting boundaries that help you feel more comfortable, dont worry so much about other people when it comes to your personal stuff i understand some questions are hard ti answer, ones that come up sometimes, there are certain topics...

Yes this is common, and i want to introduce the idea that this is not exactly a fantasy but more like intrusive thoughts. I felt the same way about my thoughts and felt it had to be something i wanted if i think so much about it. But i know it not something i want, it would actually make me...

Yes i feel this is very normal and probably one of the most common type of body memory in my opinion. I experience it at various times in the same situations you described. Its difficult to describe the sensation sometimes, sometimes its painful or just to tingling, other times i don't feel...

From what you wrote it sounds like you are remembering, the memories are fragmented so it will come back in pieces, sometimes you just feel or smell something, other times its just emotions, it is confusing sometimes when you get images with no emotion and vice versa but its still valid.