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    Sufferer I lost the one healing relationship I had

    I had an older sister who was like the way you described, we bonded in a similar way as you described. We helped each other get through madness and accept the roadblocks to recovery that we had.
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    Dealing With People who Talk too much

    Hello, Just to get current here and ranting - having trouble getting sleepy tonight following a long couple days having to be with my sister because she just had wrist surgery. She always talks in excess, hours and hours per day, complaining - usually about our Mom and feeling obligated to...
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    How to cope with the return of suicidal thoughts?

    I read my post from last week and a lot of the issue is marriage. I don't like the way we are together constantly, with lockdown going on. I have lots of inner anger to work out. Going back to Oregon might help a little, being home but still carrying my baggage around with me. My...
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    How to cope with the return of suicidal thoughts?

    I feel your pain. I understand. I hate it when those thoughts occur. I have had much to much time on my hands during this lockdown. It makes me feel super paranoid when I have thoughts of suicide ideation. I'm like, wtf? This lockdown is almost over for me, I get to travel home in three...
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    What Is On Your Mind Right This Second?

    On my mind right now, I do have a therapy session online tomorrow. But wont be able to say much more because I can't make a phone meeting private, from home during this lockdown. Too much thinking the past two months with too much time on my hands. Lots of fear and paranoia, from depression...
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    does anyone else feel angry at God sometimes?

    I am trying to work with anger towards God by using cognitive therapy. I first need to understand that my PTSD issues are the result of me moving too close to family of origin, in Oregon, which has reignited problems in dealing with older sister from childhood (even though it had been 30 +...
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    What Is On Your Mind Right This Second?

    Right now, my mind is on my lust addiction, comfort food, spending. I have to be careful, I have had a debt and spending addiction in the past. I bought something this morning, I didn't totally need but it gave me a nice high and escape for a few hours.
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    extreme overwhelming anger

    I know I need to identify what stresses me out - or what is going to stress me out. I first and foremost, need to talk about it to someone who listens and understands and can give me some respite from the situation. I have had anger and rage problems over the years and when I have lost control...
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    What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

    I feel emotionally exhausted. I feel like I could just stare at the walls for the next several hours with voices running in and out of my head. Emotions are lots of fear. In my head I hear the voices of my sister yelling, screaming at me and badgering me. I hear my mom complaining to me...
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    Wish I could stay busy

    My PTSD revolves around my older sister and sibling abuse/ rivalry. Right now, at least for the next couple days until she leaves town for two weeks. I feel like I have to wait for her phone call/ text to bug me to come over to her place for ongoing clean up following a plumbing accident last...
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    Sufferer Diagnosed PTSD last year in dealings with sister....

    Thank you Ladee, for your response. Sorry you have had to deal with a sibling situation too. I guess I am not alone.
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    Sufferer Diagnosed PTSD last year in dealings with sister....

    Hello All, I previously used to posts in the forums of psych central but wasn't getting much out of it. I stumbled across this website from searching for PTSD sites. I relate to the more emotionally disturbed individual than those with just ordinary codependency and anxiety. Like the title...
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