HOPEFULHEART82
Bronze Member
Hello Again to everyone-
I found this awesome site in December of last year, but in true PTSD fashion, when things got rough, my mind deleted all unnecessary information as it deemed it. So, I finally tried to find it, and have! I can't begin to express my relief.
I'm on baby number 3, this time around, my awesomely adventurous self managed to get pregnant, (although I have fertility issues) by a one night stand.
I knew the individual, it was supposed to be casual and hopefully forgotten. Well, my son will be born in October. And in his so called attempts to keep me around, failed to let me know that he was in a well established relationship for the past 6 or so years.
Its alot more complicated than whats here, however as a result, I'm being triggered left and right. and today on the eve of Mothers day, I feel so out of place, angry, upset, alone, frustrated. And I'm dying to run, move away and never look back. Although I know that I wont.
I found this awesome site in December of last year, but in true PTSD fashion, when things got rough, my mind deleted all unnecessary information as it deemed it. So, I finally tried to find it, and have! I can't begin to express my relief.
I'm on baby number 3, this time around, my awesomely adventurous self managed to get pregnant, (although I have fertility issues) by a one night stand.
I knew the individual, it was supposed to be casual and hopefully forgotten. Well, my son will be born in October. And in his so called attempts to keep me around, failed to let me know that he was in a well established relationship for the past 6 or so years.
Its alot more complicated than whats here, however as a result, I'm being triggered left and right. and today on the eve of Mothers day, I feel so out of place, angry, upset, alone, frustrated. And I'm dying to run, move away and never look back. Although I know that I wont.
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