Sufferer Hi There.

[Johnny1975]

Pinkcake - Thanks for your reply and welcome. ***Possible Trigger*** I believe my fear comes from wanting to feel connected to my emotions as much as possible, to have as much control over myself as I can. Also, I believe I was drugged during my abuse. I'm coming around to seeing that I might actually have more control with meds, rather than without them. :)

a3a2 - Thanks for sharing. Always good to hear of other peoples progress. I'm still waiting to get my first perscription, but my liver tests came back good, so I'll be on meds for sure now.
:)

 

[Whitneys story]

Johnny, Welcome Back! I just saw a signboard which read "Grudge, a very heavy burden to carry around"

I do hope you can find peace with the Dr., for your own best interest. Continued success on your journey. Whitney

 

[Johnny1975]

Thank you for welcome Whitneys Story.

Yes, I do carry alot of bitterness around with me. I sometimes feel like If I didnt have that, I'd have nothing. I'm currently waiting to start medication and new therapy, and very much hoping I can make progress. :)