I Can Do This
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How can I claim to have it now when I'm not directly in the thick of it all the time?
I think this is an excellent question that deserves an answer that puts it in the proper context.
PTSD is an injury to your nervous system. It is not a mental illness or disease.
When your nervous system is triggered, or overwhelmed by stress - the injury shows up. You can have a completely normal period in your life where you are "coping" well with it, then BOOM. It is just like a broken toe, you do well getting around but you feel it and compensate for it. But then when someone steps on it - WOW - an immediate rush of pain.
It isn't like a mental illness or disease because PTSD usually results from our life experience that we were not taught how to cope with. A mental illness and disease don't originate this way, typically. We usually have PTSD because we felt helpless and powerless - and it often results in relationship to other people. Mental illness and disease do not.
So what you have is an injury to the nervous system which is controlled by your subconscious brain. It can "flare up" or recede depending on your circumstances. You always have it, but it just doesn't make itself known.