Mach123
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I want to say yes because I am so much better and I want to give hope to anyone who is suffering. I do think it may be trauma/individual dependent but I am not sure. I had repressed memories of CSA plus my violent alcoholic parents and ended up with cptsd. I believe now however that not knowing was the key at least in my case.
Once I knew, and it took me a couple years to actually believe what I (and others) were trying to tell me, things started to fall into place. I began to be able to do things and to act in ways I never could have imagined because all I ever did in my whole life was get triggered and have episodes and I did not know it.
I wasted years and years in AA trying to figure out why I didn't have a "life second to none" and why "these promises were not being fulfilled quickly or slowly" in me. (don't get me started on 12 steps I am a rabid opponent) Nothing ever worked, not even close and I finally was really in despair of ever making any improvements at all (I'm talking suicidal here) and then one day a miracle happened and a woman said to me "what you're talking about is trauma."
Then I started to get better. Yes I believe in medication in cases where it's appropriate, and yes, you need a trauma therapist.
Thanks for the thread, I have to go to therapy now!
Once I knew, and it took me a couple years to actually believe what I (and others) were trying to tell me, things started to fall into place. I began to be able to do things and to act in ways I never could have imagined because all I ever did in my whole life was get triggered and have episodes and I did not know it.
I wasted years and years in AA trying to figure out why I didn't have a "life second to none" and why "these promises were not being fulfilled quickly or slowly" in me. (don't get me started on 12 steps I am a rabid opponent) Nothing ever worked, not even close and I finally was really in despair of ever making any improvements at all (I'm talking suicidal here) and then one day a miracle happened and a woman said to me "what you're talking about is trauma."
Then I started to get better. Yes I believe in medication in cases where it's appropriate, and yes, you need a trauma therapist.
Thanks for the thread, I have to go to therapy now!