I decided that my inheritance was not going to be equal to the damage done if I could not give the finger to those who damaged me permanently, if there would even be any money left. Doubtful, given the lifestyle pattern I perceive along with deception.
Knowing myself, I'm too proud and stubborn to be dependent on or deceived by anyone else. Neither is tolerable for me at any price given normal circumstances.
I don't need this read to me. It's just who I am and what I can handle.
I'm not even sure I could handle being given money with my trauma history of my dad's abuse and reward cycles. I would need some time in Therapy to figure it out.
Knowing myself, I'm too proud and stubborn to be dependent on or deceived by anyone else. Neither is tolerable for me at any price given normal circumstances.
I don't need this read to me. It's just who I am and what I can handle.
I'm not even sure I could handle being given money with my trauma history of my dad's abuse and reward cycles. I would need some time in Therapy to figure it out.
