It has got to the point where I need more help I’m not in imminent danger yet but I keep getting to the point where I am very very close. I have spoken with my gp and t and my gp mentioned me going in as an inpatient if I am happy to do so. My partner also thinks this is a good idea. I just know I need more help It’s got to the point where this last thred is attacheted but I don’t know how much longer it’s goint to be attached for and I don’t feel scared anymore about making everything go away. I am a parent and my child deserves better they deserve a happy normal parent which I am not. I wouldn’t care if I didn’t wake up tomorrow. My self harm has become very strong I think it’s either me say yes to an inpatient or that’s it. I came very close to ending everything and I could have done it but a video of my child on my phone stopped me. My childhood was scary, and it haunts me everyday and I don’t want my child to be scared not having a parent in there life. But I also don’t want them having a parent like me at the minute. I feel like it is either say yes to inpatient or end everything.
My views will probobly change in the next hour or so due to how quickly my emotions and feelings change
but right now can somebody thay has been a volentry inpatient in england give me information what happens when you are in there what happens on a day to day how long will I be there what will they do with me?
My views will probobly change in the next hour or so due to how quickly my emotions and feelings change
but right now can somebody thay has been a volentry inpatient in england give me information what happens when you are in there what happens on a day to day how long will I be there what will they do with me?