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My poetry where it all comes flooding out, barefootpoet

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This ax divides the night
awake - when the whirl begins far too early
on spin cycle
oh the trains that cry at 3 AM
Stop in the dark street, hearing with each cell...
ahh the cry of a train
I sleep in a mattress of willow branches and torn arrows
my ancestors gather in silence
see me wrestle with the dreams, the unfinished places
tree weaves
painted ponies I once tore across the plains upon
If I could sob, If I could stop you form leaving....
because I am good and kind, I cannot paint you in feathers of crawl
nor hold on tight to the water of your goodbyes
they flow through my hands.
The others who - the other who monstrified my world
tearing safety from a curtained wonderland I have created
no you won't you falling bastard
each cut that scars me, each slow scar forming while I contract so hard
muscles shake - wild ponies break free crying stomping storming snorting raging
We hear the thunder, crawl from bufallo hides, they are here, the buffalo -
a hunt ensues, the tribe is one. We know each our jobs, one we are one.
This was centuries ago. All the dried rivers and
into a painted face I fall, because a trickster knows - be still as the movement calls to echo
a painted pony, later years - a train cries.
Even deeper, I finally fall through the cracks to curl into the rivers
that have waited far too long to
flow.
 
The pulsing pain in my head
orchestra of night sounds, summer
desire for chocolate shake
have to shower to ease pain
wonder if the dreams will come again the same ones
That shake me so much
Wishing for the hand to hold mine
the one to touch my face as tears fall
where I can finally feel safe enough to let them
 
Death metal shift monster
oozing shades of grey
mind fields, this crazy organic
terror zone where we have to think
in a liner fashion, strict logic cause
that mind field with explosive madness
sleepless urgency run run run
when the wind whispers
hey man your daughter hates you
even tho you did everything right
and the fire jumps the line into cities of
desire - bursting pops minding its own
ceaseless burn that swirls burps, swizzles and makes
a green forest black and
she wrote "return to sender" and I have to drop but the fire
rages wildly inferno hot compelling heads down cover cover cover!
no escape, we die anyway we die for it we die when its still breathing
when the one to love has pissed hatred and anger into us
until we explode in the mind field and the numbness takes hold
blankly staring.... soldiers.
 
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