Anyway, after calling what seemed to be 10-20 therapists who didn't want to take me on as a client, due to a pending lawsuit, we finally found one that seems to be good. She specializes in PTSD. I see her tomorrow at 4:30pm.
I am kind of wary bout her because my other one seemed good until she joined a group which charges you for every phone call.
I hope she can help me understand what i am going through and how to realize the tension and get back to normal. but on the other hand I don't know how talking bout it can fix things. I mean i have been talking non-stop about my problem to other therapist but it didn't seem to get any better. In fact the last one made me feel worse and stupid. Hopefully (Knock on wood) that this one will be the one.
I am kind of wary bout her because my other one seemed good until she joined a group which charges you for every phone call.
I hope she can help me understand what i am going through and how to realize the tension and get back to normal. but on the other hand I don't know how talking bout it can fix things. I mean i have been talking non-stop about my problem to other therapist but it didn't seem to get any better. In fact the last one made me feel worse and stupid. Hopefully (Knock on wood) that this one will be the one.