Trying To Break The Habit.

[ms spock]

Sounds like you handled it well Philippa.

 

[Philippa]

I received a text earlier from my boss saying that another condom was found in the room I used yesterday!

I do not have sex with clients...period.

I don't think the other woman who has been giving me trouble planted it, as the boss said someone else told her they found it there...probably the receptionist...at the will of the other woman...who seems to be the main cash cow there.

I told the boss that it is up to her whether I work there or not, but I know I did nothing wrong and I can only guess that the other women there planted it to make me look bad and get me fired...because they are jealous, or for some reason don't like me.

She said I can work tomorrow, but I told her that if this is going to continue then I would rather work at my old job, where the money is not as good, but there is much less bullshit.'

I was upset for a while, as I'd had some white wine...but I'm ok now. I've had some support from a good friend, and I feel better. My cat gave me some kisses, and it's all ok again. I guess I'm still a little hurt that these women would do this to me. I've done nothing to deserve it, and I work hard. I just don't have the same complex as they do about feeling cheap about what they do, which may be why they have targetted me in the first place?

If I didn't have my period I'd probably be a lot less devastated, but it was just a kick in the guts. I've done nothing to deserve this. The industry I am in is full of shit!

 

[Philippa]

The plot thickens...

As it turns out, the woman I suspected of having planted it again as an aggressive attempt to get me fired, has been fired herself, for the same thing! It's so weird.

I don't know what to make of it all, but it appears that someone else is trying to stir up trouble, and I'm over all the drama. I will see how things go tomorrow, as she said I can continue working there, but I told her that I don't need this shit and if it keeps happening then I will gladly go back to my old job where there was less money, but less bullshit as well.

I'm sober now, but it is still a bit depressing that my workplace is this toxic. I will have to decide what to do this week. I don't want to be in a workplace that is toxic.