Seasounds
Diamond Member
Forgot to say: No one deserves humiliation, at school or at home. Anger is a natural response to humiliation. (Still love the clear anger, expressed in your dream.)
It really sounds like you weren't very understood, or protected. Lashing out, verbally or physically, happens when individuals weren't taught other methods to solve problems. I think forgiveness can be part of the learning process. You did the best you could; and you've acknowledged regrets. Your courage, honesty and expressions are inspiring me, to see some areas where I can forgive myself, as well.
It really sounds like you weren't very understood, or protected. Lashing out, verbally or physically, happens when individuals weren't taught other methods to solve problems. I think forgiveness can be part of the learning process. You did the best you could; and you've acknowledged regrets. Your courage, honesty and expressions are inspiring me, to see some areas where I can forgive myself, as well.
