You Know You Have PTSD When...

[Ronin]

When you perpetually wish you have canceled those encounters & stopped doing things expected of you.

I expect a beach day and watching the waves for me. And by 'a day' I mean a year and a half.

 

[ladee]

When you write in your diary and get a bad headache everytime from clenching your jaws and forgetting to breathe.

 

[Friday]

And by 'a day' I mean a year and a half.

I'm in!

 

[Ronin]

@Friday, if you in, then it's a five year long holiday, because all the stooories we'd have on the same beach! :D

That's talk through till the stars get old.

 

[Isobel Wolf]

When trying to act normal in public feels like a Beckett play.

 

[Anrish]

When you decide by yourself to join in the next social event and back off when it's asked who will join....:bag:

 

[Ronin]

You have another NGO's email to write to & absolutely no desire to do that.

Helpful? Doubt it. I'm in an assload of denial to get through each day and yet, I'm not the same level of delusional, in which the so called professionals don't believe in stalking until someone ends up murdered, when they do, it was oh, a shocking snap of a madman that nobody could've seen coming years ahead at all!, in which so called professionals can't diagnose basic forms of issues in their very own professions and hide under authoritarian bullshit, don't even get me started on security as it's a joke & all around ---

Back to no desire to do that.

& You're enough about effective solutions you won't snap either, as that's bloody useless. So angry vents. Again. Exhausting.

 

[Anrish]

When your body pays back for every additional stress - and it's very creative since I never had neurodermitis before...:banghead:

 

[ladee]

When you spend all day at work being "NICE". Get home and walk straight to your bed, fall in, clothes and, all, until you can face yourself for being a hipocrit.

 

[Anrish]

When you just want to lock the door and never got out again.

 

[Forgetful]

When someone says "Good morning" at 10:30 AM and you reply "Not if the last 8 hours is any indication":mad:

 

[ladee]

@Forgetful , I'm going to remember this one !.