You Know You Have PTSD When...

[Ronin]

When ^^ inspires laughter any time you do that.

Look at the exH asshole I'd thrown out of my life :D And how crystal I remem the assholery, too :smug: Victory dances anywhere one can do them.

... broked too much kitchenware in rages over it, already. So chay & dances and chutzpah.

 

[ladee]

When you wake up, start getting out of bed and your feet feel funny. Like numb and too hot at the same time. In those seconds you freak the hell out until you realize you went to sleep with socks on.

 

[bellbird]

When it's been over 2 hours since you took your nightly combo of 4 different sleep meds, and you're still awake :rolleyes:

 

[DharmaGirl]

When you reread posts and hit like, but you already did that the last time you read the post so now they are unliked.

 

[LuckiLee]

Lol. You don't need PTSD for that @DharmaGirl. Been there. ?

 

[NoWhereKnowWhere]

When your mindfulness practice is getting pretty good. Now you view yourself being dissociative from overview point of view. Dissociation squared? Head = pickled.

 

[Ronin]

When...

Mega excited for Halloween :D Just don't reference my reasons to hate half of October before then. As that's seriously piss off & owe me a beer, sucker, worthy.

.... nah, this Jan objectively sucks, imma stay at the other-other weather head has.

Wheee. Being a superhero & road trips & pumpkin pie & chocolate drinks & plenty of drinks that sooo are gonna be on the house cos I'm perpetually broke... charming.... eee.. superhero. :sneaky:

 

[bellbird]

@Ronin ,
Sending you an express delivery of unicorns, hedgiepigs, bouncy spring lambs, cookies of any flavour, blankets of any warmth and thickness, and gentle light.
?????
(I put socks because I couldn't find a blanket emoji, but they're sort of blankets for your feet anyways).

I hope the last 2 weeks of Jan go as fast as poss for you.

We're with you. You've got this.

 

[Justmehere]

When you fight a panic attack off, only to fall asleep in a slightly dissociative fog later.

 

[DharmaGirl]

Problem is, I love dissociative fog. I'm so happy and relaxed and everything is in soft focus.

 

[Rani G2]

Enter the world of selfdeception

=== Ah this is a life less ordinary, I can live a life less ordinary, let’s throw all rational logic out of the window..
I am in a ken loach movie, walking down the streets and wondering if things are do-able“.
If the real doesn’t give, gotta get it from elsewhere..

 

[Ronin]

Enter the world of selfdeception

Wondering if things are do-able“.
If the real doesn’t give, gotta get it from elsewhere..

Everything is doable.
If it should be done, or by you?
Entirely different question. ;)

And it's true in the absence of a plan, mad one will do / some places normal doesn't work. But? Don't let mad become insane - the difference being mad one is unorthodox in methods but accomplishes goals and fixes the situation, and doesn't harm innocent bystanders. Insane is just destruction not caring for who gets hurt, or taking innocents & parties not a party to the issue with you.

Or: Crazy & mad is fine. Batso actions we do not touch.