You Know You Have PTSD When...

[ladee]

Forgive me for laughing @Ronin, but if I didn't have it in 'favourites' and stay logged in, I would have had to leave a long long time ago because I would have forgotten how to get back here. Glad you figured it out tho!! Welcome back!

 

[Ellabella44]

When you want to stay in your room with the curtains drawn holding a stuffed animal not because you are depressed, but because it makes you feel safe.

 

[Friday]

When giving someone else your all ...means they get a giant, whopping, 3%.... because the other 97% is wading through your own bullshit.

f*ck me. :banghead: So sick and damn tired of this nonsense.

 

[Ronin]

When giving someone else your all ...means they get a giant, whopping, 3%.... because the other 97% is wading through your own bullshit.

f*ck me. :banghead:

Pick me pick me, I know this one :sneaky:

That just means you ARE giving them your all... in less obvious ways.

The 3 percent with them.
The 97 you wish for and can't.
And then some more.
97 *plus some* paid in your self loathing and being gutted by it and so many :eek:, :wtf:, :sick: unnamaeable things.

It's not just giving them all...
It's giving them *more*.

Just feels a gutting loss despair rage et more badlands.
Feels, isn't.

 

[BlueWeepingRose]

When you have nightmares and night terrors, often times I sweat and wake up crying. Once I am awake, I have to tell myself that I'm okay and safe, that nobody will hurt me.

 

[Ronin]

When a random song you've heard the first time ruins your smooth evening.

('I carried you, till I buried you. I can see you looking back').

Motherf*cker :mad:

... And when you're sure, some days, the universe hates you.

-Motherf*cker-. :mad: :mad:

There. I'm good. We don't do sadness in this land. We get mad. :sneaky:

 

[Ronin]

... And when that you got home? Is the accomplishment of the day.

I didn't pick a fight. I didn't wreck anything. I didn't go travely for weeks, life & duty both be damned. I just went home. f*cking functional. While f*cking Peachy.

 

[Friday]

('I carried you, till I buried you. I can see you looking back').

Motherf*cker :mad:

... And when you're sure, some days, the universe hates you.

Ooooooh truth. f*ck f*ck f*ck

I don’t even need to hear that to hear that.

Looking at horizons with you. Holding hands. Probably too hard.

 

[Friday]

When you’re more functional drunk than sober.

Ohhhh-Kay. This needs to change. Added to the list.

 

[Ronin]

Ooooooh truth. f*ck f*ck f*ck

I don’t even need to hear that to hear that.

Looking at horizons with you. Holding hands. Probably too hard.

Generdyn Ft Krigare - Destiny.

Aka stayed up heckuva to track that sucker. Hunt It & Kill It / Kill It - Simple Solutions for KISS is still sanity restore.

Added: Screw that whole song. The pathetic thing thinks it's -brilliant- to open by 'Like an anchor...' of all things. Glad I missed -that- part.

*Covers hands / In winter would get ya warmest finger gloves. Like one them suckers one can fine shoot in but protect from frostbites first*. :happy:

 

[Ronin]

Ohhhh-Kay. This needs to change. Added to the list.

*Hands you Irish coffee*

As in slow subs, healthier things. ;)
But yeah. I was bitching fetching coffee bottle instead of something burning & coping & warm & home, too.

 

[DharmaGirl]

I would love to publicly name them for all to see.

You know you have PTSD when reading this scares you and you want to hide.